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8/10/2011

2011-10-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

hey blog. it's been some time since i talked to you :)

seems like it was just yesterday i partied to welcome year 2011 and now it's already october.

time flies, and it waits for no one. promised to make every month to be an awesome one, obviously i failed.

well over these months, there's ups and downs. laughter and tears.

* celebrated my 21st birthday with my bitches and uni besties. they are the best thing that's ever been mine :)

* to those who concern, i passed my ACCA fundamental level at one goal, and i am proud with myself , same goes to my parents and siblings. so, failing twice in foundation doesn't mean the end of the world. as long as you are willing to try and put in some effort, you can make miracles out of difficulties.

* september is treating me awesomely awesome(wtf). i am splashed with good mood and happiness all the time! :D

* and it's october now! party month ? it's oktoberfest!

anyway, life still goes on with or without you. x

20/7/2011

2011-07-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

i wonder do people still stop by this site.

anyway, im doing fine, started my new semester, started my part time job :D

coffee is still a must for me every morning,

my blackberry still my best loyal companion.

zumba is still my favourite cardio in the gym.

i still tweet that much. i still rant that much.

im still that lazy.

im still that loud. i am still that happy.

nothing changed. life is still awesome.

turning 21st next month. and facing the reality 3 days before my bday.

till then,

bye!

17/06/2011

2011-06-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

hey there!

this is totally irrelevant picture.

i'm finally on a stress free holidays for 3 weeks! :D

don't talk about exam. i screwed. haha.

loving how peaceful my hometown is and i am consistently forcing myself to jog at least 1 hour everyday. lifeless life, i love . i'm waiting for my hommies to come back so i won't rot at home.

just typing some words so that i will have at least one update per month.

i am obsessed with girl's generation's music videos. i can't sleep without watching em every night. it's like drug. those girls are too perfect and they are like a warning for you :

"do not eat too much, fatso! if not stay fat forever!" with their famous wink.

haha!

btw i am so smart because i bring back my camera without charger . yay !

theo's 21st :)

2011-05-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

theo's 21st :)

celebrated at alexis, bangsar. awesome food, awesome companion.

simple yet perfect birthday dinner :)

birthday boy. poor boy, have to sit for his exam before celebration.

beef burger. had a few bites because it's really awesome !

you guys know i don't eat beef right :D

spaghetti.

fish and chips.

FTW THIS IS SO NAIS !

please order this, those whip cream, yummm.

ordered tiramisu as well, but no one snapped pic of it, poor tira :(

it's a trend to replace bday cake with cupcakes nao.

THE DUCK IS FREAKING CUTE THAT I DON'T WANT TO BITE IT !

btw, it's from wondermilk, damansara :)

birthday boy posing with his cupcakes :D

i'm posing with it too :D

cause, i don't wanna miss a chance. hahaha!

a picture with birthday boy :)

had breakouts on the day itself. fml and f the camera's life for snapping my flaws out.

birthday boy with his brother, alex :D

lavi and meeee

the duckkkkk soooo freaking chio :3

make a wish, hoping it will come true.

blow the candles, and you are officially 21 years old :)

awesome companion :)

lavi and meeee

happy 21st bday theo :D

hope our friendship will last forever :)

continue to be my fashion consultant k !

love this picture. so artistic ehhh

last but not least,

QUACKKKK <3

26/5/2011

2011-05-25T11:36:00.000-07:00

wonder who will read this, but i still will type anyway.

i can't sleep, must be the chicken essence.

it's been 3 weeks since i updated, so you guys will know that i'm having a smooth sailing month!

may is a good month, so far so good :)

so what's may is all about ?

attended weekend classes. long hours of revision classes. unreasonable breakouts. theo's 21st bday. gaining weight. short term stress. overdosage of caffeine. reason to eat more than usual. anti social time. bb cream slapped on my face is getting thicker. and FINALS :)

-the end-

and and, i am going home next week :)

not going to countdown to exams, to avoid some useless self stressing.

short updates. love ya

lil things about meeee :D

2011-05-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

facts about me me me me meeeee.

#1 i am crazy, cheerful, friendly, lame, shy, talkative, a serious pms victim and an emotional girl.

#2 i only LOL and ignore my image when i'm with my best friend.

#3 i have fate with guys who is left handed. 3 guy best friends of mine is left handed :D

#4 i love to sing , talk and dance . yes, i can talk a lot, and annoy you a lot.

#5 i don't eat spicy food. okay, except for chilli sauce.

#6 i don't do homework unless forced and i practice last minute revision all the time.

#7 i wanted to be a makeup artist, but not an accountant. stepped into accountancy, is an accident.

#8 i love my family more than anything. and i want 2 childrens in future.

#9 i want a guy who love me, treat me like princess and can protect me. i don't need him to look like anthony neely, having louis koo's body and kevin cheng's charm :p

#10 i have imba eyes. my left eye is weird. and i always wake up with one single and one double eyelids.

#11 i am not a sunny type. i hate sun very much. so, outdoor sports is not for me :D

#12 i have high patient and tolerant level . okay, not when i'm having pms .

#13 i dislike people who is not punctual, i can accept 10-20 mins late, but not up to 2 hours .

#14 i love sweet stuff. and i am a red bean lover :D

#15 i have fate with long distance relationship. sigh

#16 i act cute occassionally. you might cannot bear with me when i acted cute.

#17 i love mamak. roti telur with milo ais kosong ftw ! and i love pan mee :3

#18 a typical coffee freak.

#19 i don't smoke, i club and drink occassionally.

#20 i don't really fancy branded stuff, but i adore em. and i believe i can buy one with my self earned money, one day :)

#21 i need a lot of space when i'm doing revisions. this is weird.

#22 i love dolling up myself and look good :) i am a happy girl after dolled up myself!

#23 i laugh like a machine gun. i can't control myself when i laughed :D

#24 i don't know what to write again. kthxbai :D

love me for who i am :)

i'm perfect :)

2011-05-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere

They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair

Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time .

why do i do that ?

hate explaining myself, but i am tired of people guessing me.

dont act you understand me unless you are google.

i don't smoke, i don't really club, i do skip class and exams but it doesn't mean that i never study, i am single doesn't mean that i'm picky, i don't smile and talk to you doesn't mean that i'm arrogant, i dyed my hair bright doesn't mean that i'm bad, i eat a lot sometimes doesn't mean that i'm big eater all the time , i makeup doesn't mean that i'm fake, i flirt doesn't mean that i'm a slut..

and the list still goes on...

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me .

hello mayyy :)

2011-04-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

so here comes may , a new month :)

this april....

finally i get to try ikea's daim cake(ohmygosh it's freaking awesome!), and meat balls.

damn guilty, i can't eat beef one you know! hahaha!

tried half of the meatballs after tempted by theo, not bad :D

treasured time spended with em :)

my first part time job .

it ended with drama but, still an awesome one.

i met diff people throughout my job, and honestly, i suck in promoting.

nah, need to improve ! :D

my first cheras pasar malam visit.

awesome food, awesome companions :)

but it's hot. i will just wear my fav loose top there next time :D

my first polaroid, taken at kelly's 21st bday today :)

i over wore my fav piece of jacket this month :D

fyi, it costs less than rm20, yes, less than rm20 !

have my haircut after so many months !

cut all bad things. cut cut cut !

idk why i uploaded this, but this is one of my fav top =D

till then, i hope i won't gain weight bcz it's revision month now!

let's work hard everyone :D

hello may, bye april :p

27/4/2011

2011-04-26T22:11:00.000-07:00

you can count on me like 1,2,3 and i'll be there :)

april finally going to end soon(yay). and here's may !

exam season is here. happy revising everyone!

and expect more rants from me okay :D

revising the whole syllabus in limited time is definately stressful and not fun at all.

time become very precious now! overslept is no longer exist to me this month.

be discipline okay freda !

anyway, all the best , just foresee that you will pass all the papers and result day will be the time where all your efforts will be paid off :)

btw,

april is proven not a good month. tsk tsk .

but it's ending, so oh yeaaa :)

ey's birthday :D

2011-04-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

it stated, 'happy birthday handsome' :)

whoops, it's not me :p

i want mine to be , 'happy birthday hottie' erm, sexy also don't mind :p

hehe, just jk btw !

haha, this is the handsome :D

happy 21st birthday limengyew !

i feel bored with those, 'happy birthday, xxx'

so i decided to wrote, happy birthday handsome instead of engyew :D

pudding fruit cake from RT Pastry.

yumm yumm and sooo yumm <3

you want a piece of it ? :3

celebrated at new york new york deli at one utama.

my big breakfast.

choose it because it is healthy :D

love the pancake. freaking yummehhh

christina's pasta.

very generous portion :)

keli's pizza .

pavan and gideon's pineapple chicken chop.

loving the wedges !

jolyne's spaghetti.

birthday boy's set. idk what it called btw.

darren's sandwiches. those veggies, yumm !

overall, the food not bad la :D

then, it's all about pictures and camwhore time eh .

i am caught anti-social again.

i can't recall what am i doing. whatsapp or tweeting. LOL

<3 <3

thanks keli. thanks for everything :)

us with birthday boy :)

take 2 :D

my girls :D

me and the birthday boy.

coincidently we wore stripes that day . hahaha !

group picca !

manager was so kind to help us take sooo many group pic :3

awww <3

last but not least,

wo ai ni <3

that night, we ended with laughter at meeples, ss15.

a place for board games. hehe

i want to go again, do you guys hear meeee :ppp

the bang game which i laughed hard hardddd !

happy 21st birthday again engyew !

i know it is a memorable one for you ! heee :D

17/4/2011

2011-04-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

holla awesome people. how's april treating you all ?

awesome, not so awesome or worst ?

for me, april definately not my month la k.

month where i cried a lot, lied to myself a lot.

constant rants and emo tweets was unhealthy. i know yes, i know.

fyi, twitter is the only place i can express rants and emo shits k.

april, it started with bad thing, and it come like non stop after that. seriously, fml.

i am screwed by some friendship problems, some real life drama and my studies.

seriously, i am so lost now. i don't know what should i do, to make things right.

some lovely couples who always throw love messages at each others wall, broke up.

i was like wtf is wrong with april. so far, 5 cases. i hope no more break up cases k :(

bullshit if you trying to tell me that 'aiya, you think too much la, if you think your month real suck, then it will be suck' .

i've tried to be positive, thinking everything will be fine, but just bullshit, all bullshit. fml fml ohh fml.

i am glad that april is going to end soon. yes, 2 more weeks, everything will be fine !

i know i did make some of my friends worried. oh well, those who really care won't think that i annoyed them or what .

thanks for your concern everyone. thanks for listening to my rants, esp to alex, lavi and keli :) heart you all !

april. you totally a fool for me. let us pray for a better month after april k :)

oh well, let us start revise for finals. 7 weeks more. and i'm coming home on 4th june, wee :)

xo.

15/4/2011

2011-04-14T12:03:00.000-07:00

想回到过去，试着抱你在怀里。。。

周杰伦的回到过去，相信没有人没听过吧。

如果你能回到过去，你会想要挽回什么呢？

如果是我，我会挽回蛮多的。时间，学业，爱情，友情。

如果能回到过去，我一定会收回我所有会伤到人的字语。

如果能回到过去，我一定会努力把我的书读好。女人吗，怎样都要有点学问的。

如果能回到过去，我一定会珍惜每个我喜欢过或者喜欢过我的人。

如果能回到过去，我一定会珍惜每分每秒，不会再把它浪费掉了。

如果能回到过去，我一定会。。。。

我真的有很多很多很多 ‘如果能回到过去’ ，很想要从来的事。

但我明白，这是不可能的。浪费掉的时间，就是浪费掉了。

错了就是错了。错过了已是错过了。哭也无补于事啊！只能后悔，但不能从来。

没关系，我们就从‘ 后悔’以及‘错了’ 学习吧！

小叮当，能借我你的时光机吗？

11/4/2011

2011-04-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

when new year come, you always wished to be a good one.

when new month come, you will always wished it will a be a good one too.

you will always promise yourself to make things awesome, perfect .

but , if we didn't even work hard to make things perfect, awesome, how are we going to achieve it ?

people always give up when they are given some difficult problems .

they will always have this line in their mind "i can't do it" "it's impossible" "no way that i'm going to achieve that" .

god always reserve the best for us at the last place.

a little determination and confident will do the best for you!

always believe that everything happened for a reason,

and the reason is always a good one.

it might be a planning or signals from god.

just hang on there and it will come to an end .

face the problem when it comes but not to find reasons or excuses to blame or push it on/to others.

yes, it will mess a lil with your mind,emotions at first.

but at the end, it will lead and teaches you to be a stronger and better person.

yes, i admit that i am the one who always make empty promises to myself, lack of confident in achieving things(academic, relationships, friendships, etc) and i will find excuses to myself when things happened. i don't face the problem at first, i only face it when i really need to face it. i hate myself sometimes, for being undecisive.

just give me some time to change and it will be alright :)

ask for things you wanted, believe that you will get it and receive whatever results given to you.

always have faith and confident in yourself, nothing is impossible =)

today i am changing . one of my friend says this to me ; looking at you, i am away from all stresses, because you make life simple.

05/04/2011

2011-04-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

把头发都染回深色了，代表把从前都染走了:)

嗨，你们还好吗。

好久不见，有想念我吗？三月已过了，你们过的充实吗？

我，还是这样。

把时间统统都给浪费掉了。

而且懒惰病越来越严重。无药可救了。哈哈。

考试要到了。要加油！把自己读书的责任都做好，就不用怕别人在后面怎样说你，踩你 =)

hmmm, 没什么好写的，因为现在的我心情很不好。

不好意思，不想分享，因为我要你们开心。

就让时间把不愉快的事情都带走吧。不许哭，长大了，要学会坚强 :)

眼泪是带不走烦恼的。谢谢你们在这时候，哄我笑，关心我 :)

请记住，赢一时口角输一世感情(甜姐，only you)。

珍惜眼前人。拜！

20/3/2011

2011-03-19T11:45:00.000-07:00

life is awesome. xoxo

nahh, i am bored with those starting line.

'hey, it's been some time since i blogged! sorry bloggie, forgive me readers,etc etc'

so, i'm not going to cheat. life is treating me not good recently.

if you've been following my twitter acc , you will know what happened :(

worst breakouts ever. pimples growing everywhere and fuck the redness.

can you imagine, you can't even conceal it with slapping excessive amounts of concealer and bb cream on your face ? redness still that freaking obvious ?

ugh i am so so so down because of this T_T

and pms period somemore that time.

double emo and angry.

but now, it slowly recovers.

will share with you all if the products i'm using really effective in reducing my pimples :)

so so so , studies still like hanging. it was really omfg if you late, overslept or skipped class.

you will entirely lost in the next class. like wtf is happening now ?

but i am lucky to have friends in class lar. hehe :3

i've been missing from few lectures recently cause the weather was freaking awesome .

i will be guilty if i am not lying on my bed, enjoying the good weather :p (wtf)

meeting new friends recently and me love meeting new friends !

hey, but i really don't get it when they say.

'wah, you look so arrogant lor when i don't get to know you'

hello, will you smile to strangers even if you don't know them ?

haha, so smile to me. talk to me.

(if you've added/approved on my fb and followed my twitter la ,cause i've already made a few new friends there !)

hey hey, pats on your shoulder and say,

i don't bite :D

一半。

2011-03-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

好久没写部落格了。

最近喜欢用中文来写部落格。虽然我的中文不好。但它却能很明确的表达我的心情。

时间过的真快。现在是三月了。你们做了些什么呢？

我，已经开始慢慢的的独立了。

独立，其实只是一个比较美的字来取代孤单。

朋友介绍了叮当的 ‘一半’。也爱上这首歌。

句句的歌词仿佛在描述着现在的我。

‘朋友不能留得太晚，明天要上班 ’

身边的好友已经开始做工了。虽然很不习惯没有他们陪着我，但我总不能酱黏着他们吧。有时会给人感觉很烦的。

‘快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半’

当我快乐时，我不懂要跟谁分享。分享了，但那分激情已经不再了。

‘这张被单这张睡床，再舒服都觉得太宽’

有时，深夜。听着歌眼泪就留下来了。原来，我不是真正的快乐。

‘没有想法有想法又能怎样，只能写部落格整晚’

这就是现在的我了。写部落格，来表达我藏在心里，从来没跟人讲过的事情。

‘自由多得让人心慌，你羡慕我那要不要跟我交换’

对，你要和我交换吗？

‘就算把日子都填满，没人知道我多孤单，也请你别来提醒我多孤单。’

散场的拥抱.

2011-03-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

从前从前，有个男跟女，他们是好朋友。

他们无所不谈。什么都可以聊。

女的就渐渐爱上了那男的。男的也感觉得到。

男的在聊天的经过就会不经意的/不小心的就给了她一点点甜甜的希望。

可能那女的自作多情吧，一直以为她有机会。

女的爱/暗恋/明恋到很辛苦，爱的很没有方向。

最后，她宁愿伤也选择放弃他，但那感觉一直缠绕着她。

忽然有 feel 也可以忽然又没了。

她也很矛盾。究竟他要的是什么。

和他聊天，她会不经意的对着荧幕傻笑。

笑不是因为他们聊得话题有几好笑，而是和他聊天的人让她傻笑。

看他的照片，会微笑。

有时还会在睡前想想他。想起他的笑 :)

直到有一天，那女的忽然没找他。他也有点很不习惯。

一直找方法来联络她。一直问她为什么你不再找他了。

女的一直告诉自己不要心软。不可以再爱上他了。

不可以再用平常的方式和他聊天了。要对他冷一点。

告诉自己不能再为他流泪了，他根本不值得。

她爱他太深了。所以跌的太痛了。

从此以后她告诉自己，不可以再爱上错的人。

她累了，真的累了。她害怕再爱了。爱很伤。爱很痛。

她希望时间能冲淡所有的一切。

“我们还是朋友吗？是，但我们不可能再好像以前这样了。”

p.s : not referring to anyone in real life, don't relate yourself with this situation. just a random chinese post　:)

chinese new yearrr

2011-02-23T09:08:00.000-08:00

happy belated chinese new year everyone!

haha, actually my chinese new year not really happening, but will be the best chinese new year :)

we actually talked, gathered and laughed more than we gamble this year. xo !

so, day one, we hopped into cvc's house.

cvc, our ketua tingkatan for form 5 :D

my face is so oily and pimplelicious !

this is what we called chubby face :D

the girlssss <3

group picture :D

we love this.

sooo, day 2 stay at home.

cause, it rained till flooded.

hahaha.

day 3, at my house :)

and ms chong's house .

group picture at ms chong's house.

ahh i miss the having tuition there :(

i wonder why am i posing like this.

my baby niece :)

she is so sick at that time , aww :(

fav pic of all :D

loving the blue blue skyyy :3

you going to get this hair if you dyed your hair 3 times in a month.

hahaha !

bye chinese new year :)

a brand new start !

22/2/2011

2011-02-22T10:51:00.000-08:00

"let's pretend that airplanes in the night sky are light shooting stars. i could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now"

i've got so many wishes and so many cravings now, yet too lil time and i was clueless effortless to accomplish it.

i am a certified procrastinator.

i won't give up anyway(hey,that's attitude!)

xoxo, love ya!

i'm thinking of dyeing my hair again. oh yeaaaa :x

21/2/2011

2011-02-21T04:47:00.000-08:00

#nowplaying just a dream by nelly .

so results is out and yes, i passed all papers :)

relieved when i saw a pass on my law. hey repeat law is a nightmare okay!

so, same old motivation lines again,

for those who failed, never give up. hey, told ya life is a bitch :)

acca failed me twice! and it's pain !

for those who passed, congrats ! more challenges ahead for you guys !

and daddy i didn't dissapoint you :) love ya !

passing papers is a beginning of another nightmare(in acca). each levels are getting harder.

financial reporting is killing me , i am a slow learner, fyi T.T

all i wanted now is just pass my current 3 papers . xoxo

19/2/2010

2011-02-18T11:03:00.000-08:00

my worst condition. bikin paiseh.

hello everyone. hello world. hello hello.

wondered where i've been is it ?

hehe, i am acting like so busy with classes(which i lost more than i really learn stuff), some random trips with best friends, gym sessions, random movie sessions and drama session. and and chinese new year too !

if you wondered how i celebrate my valentine's, a simple one. supper and movie with my awesome bff theo. oh he is the only single best friend i left now. hahaha :D

well, result is out next monday. so wish me all the best although i know which level i will be :D don't say i negative. oh well, i am so positive this time, seriously !

and, i need to learn how to earn my own money now, like what my resolutions says! (dad will be relieved) . hahaha !

till then, i will have proper updates on my melaka and chinese new year okay! love ya, xoxo

follow my twitter , if you want to stalk me bcz i am updating it 24/7, people call me tweetybird . haha just joking btw(the stalking part) .

10/2/2011

2011-02-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

新年快乐，兔年快乐 :)

最近的我，心情好多了。

想通了，我终于放下酱多个月的挣扎。

因为，我已不想再浪费我的时间了。

决定放弃。

不再酱努力，不再玩暗恋，不再期盼，不再暧昧。

顺其自然 .

将我的时间全放在学业，减肥，友情，亲情上，。

有他们的爱，有他们逗我笑，其实，我已近很幸福了。

知足常乐 :)))

XOXO :)

29/01/2011

2011-01-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

this month,

new casing for my baby.

hunted for this lil red devil casing for monthhsss <3

pang ee's visit :)

start to miss his lame max general knowledge and jokes already.

and how we bully him. ahaha :D

and my awesome brunette, theo :)

dyed to darkest brown, but

my hair colour dropped max max :/

it's golden here.

but why now is green ? ahaha :D

major bimboness.

hope i didn't scare you guys !

this month,

we hopped x times from bus to LRT and from LRT to monorail :)

and from malls to malls.

awesomelovemaxmax :D

my week is awesome with them :3

XOXO

*photos taken by iphone4*

25/1/2011

2011-01-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

这几晚，都有失眠的现象。

一直骗自己去睡，但怎样都睡不着。

烦恼一大堆，但现在我选择逃避，我不想面对。

不管了，开心就好 :)

这几晚不停反复的重播 lara 的小树以及静茹的你会不会。

舒服的声音加上有意思的歌词，让我爱上了这两首歌。

这两首歌已经是我必唱的emo k-歌 :)

希望你们会喜欢 :)

小树。

简单的歌词，

却唱出每个想放弃但却又放不下的笨蛋。

你会不会。

歌词复杂，但静茹唱出了每个女生的心声。

“爱是水晶好透明又怕被跌碎的心”

慢慢来，比较快

2011-01-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

谢谢你的美好我绝对不会忘掉。

你是否有过那么的一个人，他是你哭的理由，也是你微笑，傻笑，偷笑的理由。

你是否曾经有那么一个人，明明是有感觉的，明明很靠近了，却因为时间，自尊心，而错过可以在一起的机会。

你是否遇过那么的一个人，你时常给他暗示，希望他能 sense 到。

其实暗示也给足了。等待是漫长的，但也是值得的。

慢慢来，比较快，因为来得快也去得快。加油!

因为好的东西，是需要等待，耐心才能得到。不要放弃就对了。

但要知道，当事情不如你所想象，期待的话。就要放弃。

记住: 希望越大失望就越大 :)

22/1/2011

2011-01-22T05:29:00.000-08:00

obsessed with blue and red recently.

people come and go. and i am used to it.

remember, when the whole world is giving up on you, don't sad don't cry don't give up.

it wasn't the end of the world yet.

you are a real failure if you are giving up on yourself .

you live for yourself and not for others.

take critics as compliments and prove them wrong :)

cheers :)

anyway i cant wait for chinese new year! it's about crap food angpaus and gatheringgg <3

and i love my bestfriends more than ever now .

i will treasure momens with them more. love you guys :)

without them, i am nothing.

xoxo

from blonde to ash.

2011-01-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

few days ago, i am still a japanese wannabe blonde.

and everyone happily called me dumb blonde. sigh.

i over blushed my cheek and over coloured my eyes everyday .

bcz i look sick with blonde. so i am a fail blonde.

ahaha !

few days later, i am an ash brown.

alright, i actually redyed dark brown. but when mixed with my blonde, it become a bit ashy colour.

i am mad in love with my ashy brown :)

i think i look better with brown colour =D

and i no need over blush my cheek nao !

received so many negative comments on my blonde hair, but i die with no regrets, cause i tried blonde, at least once in my life :p but too bad, it stayed with me for only like, 4 to 5 days :(

but please think twice or thrice when you wanna go blonde. because you might end up having dry hair like me now, due to over-dyed hair :( fyi, i dyed my hair 3 times this month. omg.

holla !

2011-01-14T11:48:00.000-08:00

they say when you own a smartphone, you will start to anti-social .

this is damn true :p

friends complained i anti social-ed most of the time when i'm with my BB . ahaha !

hello everyone!

neglected my blog for n years, not quiting blogging, but just the umph to blog not here yet :p

new sem starts last week. and having classes everyday was really frustrating and tiring :(

ugh i must stay strong! i know i can do it !

till then, gone through a real big changes to my hair and will share with you guys, maybe some time in the future ? :9

fan nao a lot recently, but i believe everything will be fine, soon !

alright, always love you guys ! XOXO :)

3/1/2011

2011-01-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

girls just love toilet break. hehe :p

walked and shopped for the whole day, and i can't feel my legs anymore.

i just love discounted items. omg this is freaking crazy !

haha, till then, uni starts tomorrow and this means, stress coming again.

result is coming out next month and this really fml .

anyway, i just can't wait to meet my girlfriends <3

and time to start my gym schedule and diet plan again !

so nice till can die.

2010-12-31T10:57:00.000-08:00

jason chen, his voice is farking awesome. awesome max max. awesome to the infinity.

i would have marry him if he willing to sing my fav. song. ok fine, i was just joking.

guys who can sing, really can make girls crazy over them.

omg omg.

here's some of my fav videos of him. FTW i just can't stop repeating those videos.

and i secretly downloaded them. ahahaha :D

fairy tales .

things you don't know.

WTF CAN DIE .

everyday.

wtfwtf this is mad awesome. rawrrrr

sweet die me. omg

grenade.

awesome , yessss !

awwwww ahhhhhhhhh ;D

last post for 2010.

2010-12-31T07:42:00.000-08:00

before the year ends,

yeaaa, this is the last post for 2010 !

bye everything :)

kisses for all of youuuu =)

my dumb look ! *kiss kiss*

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR !

new year, new resolutions :)

2010-12-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

time for a new beginning, new chapter of my life.

new year is all about new year resolutions ! although every year i will set back the same resolutions, some i did achieved and some i merely achieved, others, ahhh forget about it =D

so let's see... from my last year's resolution ,

#1 i managed to lose 10kgs from hectic gym shcedule and okay, not a so strict diet =)

#2 semangat study, a bit i think, cause i am really lazy this sem =(

#3 slacking, this failed max max . i still slack a lot. omg -.-

#4 my health , yes i feel healthier now =)

#5 get a bf , nope i did not ! but this year is the best i've been through , definately !

#6 better EQ, erk , okay , i emo lesser already =D

#7 life a better life, yes , definately !

till then,

hello 2011 !

because, i can has another list of new year resolutions !

a complete makeover :)

in sense of attitude and everything !

i need to learn how to grow up, be strong and independent =)

and learn to accept reality,treasure every hellos, not to cry and sad over goodbyes !

grow up freda, grow up !

yes, this is every year resolution :)

i am still waiting, because i believe, 总有一天我会找到疼我爱我的人 ♡

do not afraid to tell someone if you really love them , love w/ no regrets !

lose another 10kgs :)

and when i thought it will be impossible for me to lose weight, but now, i made it !

impossible will become possible if you believe it !

i am so not going to let myself look like this again -.-

study hard to pass my ACCA !!

i will never let myself slack again.

it's not good to be dumb,blur and clumsy all the time.

i definately need this :)

love life . cheer up . stay postive . smile always !

till then, i hope 2011 is a great year :)

i love you guys! mwahhh :)

20122010 =)

2010-12-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

nothing to do with emo, just feel like uploading it =p

holla everyone =)

i know i've been missing in action, again :D

life was pretty good recently. yess yesssss and i love the peace at my hometown =)

and exam how ?

haha, resit chances is pretty high, but well, result haven't out yet, so there's still chances of passing it. so just pray hard hard !

till then , enjoy leftover holidays and have a merry merry christmas everyone <3

just a very random update bcz i feel like updating it. haha :D

bye 2010 !

2010-12-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

reading back my old post for 2010, and i realised that, time really wait for no one .

time can change everything , really :)

till then,half of december gone!

it's time to mash up everything in 2010 !

overall, 2010 was awesome one if to be compared with 2009 .

but still, there's ups and downs. well, life isn't that perfect as you thought =)

all gains and losses along the year , it makes me stronger and tougher :)

and will be a valuable one !

yes, i am tough lil girl , nothing can beat me down !

family ; well, family member is always there for me whenever there's problem. they might not the first person i refer to when shits happened, but they still there support and love me no matter what happened. although in between there's some drama between me and siblings, no big deal, because i still love them very much :)

friends ; i will describe them with one word - awesomeness :) time we spent together was really awesome because we can really crap that much and being sacarstic to e/o that much ! :D that's what i love about you guys. advices and guides from you all, makes me grown up that much.how much? A LOT :)but maybe not making me wiser(because i am still that dumb and clumsy) -.-

and hello to new friends i've made this year , because of fate , that's why we can know e/o :)

till then a big big wave for you guys !

health ; overall was okay :) because i did not fall sick as many times as i did in 2009.

love ; nah, i did not managed to find myself a bf as what my resolutions says. but then, my relationship was a roller coaster one. but i still thankyou for all sweet sour bitter moment you gave me :) you somehow make my dream come true . till then, hope i can find a better one in the future ! single team still rocks socks !

education ; i managed to pass my foundation , like finally w/ quite good grades :) but till then, i slacked that much and sucked much in ACCA . but then, new year new resolutions ! no matter what my result will be, i will still accept it :) never give up and have faith, that's what i always believe in !

financial ; haha as an accountant to be, i suck in managing my finance. but still, i will try my best to manage it well :)

till then, this is my 2010 ! resolutions will be next . hehe :)

xoxo <3

december :)

2010-12-01T00:09:00.001-08:00

hello my love :)

december is here !

omg time flies like don't know what lor. it's like, sekelip mata !

here, i treasure those who walked into my life during this year and those experience, lessons learned . all gains and losses, super valuable :)

december, means finals, holidays and christmas is coming to town too ! and some sweet time to spend at hometown w/ family and friends :)

and it's time for new year resolutions :)

did i achieved my 2010's resolutions ? i will tell you guys after my finals end , muahaha !

pimples war is on and i can't remember when is the last day i put on my contact lens and slap some foundation on my face , did some colouring on my eyes :( and i will miss going zumba !

till then, wish everyone still fighting for their exams gambate and never give up ! take care of your health :) enjoy to max after exam and i will miss my college babies to max <3

love ya !

hello !

2010-11-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

it's been 789731094 years since i typed something here.

my blog is dead and gone.

and i am still slacking. and i think i will fail 1 out of 3 papers i am having this round. oh well .

hope sandakan will bring me good luck :)

i can't wait to see my friends again at sdk. of course, my family =)

wish me good luck for who accidentally read this okay ?

xoxo

Last update :/

2010-11-20T03:18:00.000-08:00

hello love one :)

exam in 2 weeks time(6th dec) and i shall let go my facebook and blog for some time :)

till then, i will continue to update my twitter 24/7 !

but mostly will be about my exam rants! so bear w/ it :(

good luck and all the best for everyone who is having exam now or soon ,

and happy holiday to those who ends their exam already(wtf) LOLLL !

domo and i , cheering for you guys !

but sorry for my constipated look :P

anyway, take good care of your health and jia you ! =)

vain post :)

2010-11-17T22:18:00.000-08:00

NOTE : A post full with vain pictures :)

a day which i think i am real independent and proud of myself :D

because i went to KLCC alone w/o theo and lavi to meet a vain boy !

meet the vain boy, mr kelvin :D

when camwhorer meets another camwhorer, you know what will happen right!:P

outfit for the day <3

glad that the weather is was alright , not sunnyyy :D

i can't smile nice w/ my teeth T_T

yaya, i got fat thighs !

me like this picture very much !

my skills, omgee *thumbup*

#2 attempt to take picture with twin tower failed max max.

candid. see my blackroots or not ? :(

#3 when my eye makeup started to smudge -_-

#4 and :0 expression really can slim down your face :D

#5 get it ?

this boy love to act cute :p

#6 and when my hair starts to betray me T_T

#7 love this one :)

because my jaw bone is super nice here *wink

#8 i look so mature beside him. tsk tsk !

#9 his favourite picture, i think :D

break time :)

#10 my expression, priceless :P

#11 i don't enjoy aging :(

he told me that he is a camera shy :P

failed max max -_-

last but not least,

p.s : thank you :)

anyway, otw back to sunway, i took the wrong LRT , i didn't realised that it was going to Gombak instead of Kelana Jaya . why i so dumb -_-;

I AM NOT INDEPENDENT ENOUGH YET! T_T

Lavi's 20th :) (2)

2010-11-17T06:25:00.000-08:00

part 2 from lavi's birthday :)

belated celebration for her at thai thai as she was craving for thai food .

very very sweet girl .

still single and available.

i can give you her number, msn and BB pin :P

chin sisters :)

mua w/ birthday girl :)

theo w/ birthday girl :)

break time :P

love my curls that nightttt :D

i spend 30 mins on this makeup. oh ohhh :D

told ya, my face was real fattttt :(

fav camwhore partner, theo :3

i can't live w/o my fringe . well....

the guy who always love to tease and bully me !

but then, we still love each other very much :)

yes, our friendship will last forever :)

love ya !

last but not least,

a group picture :)

happy birthday girl !

hope you success in your career and get a real man soon :3

love ya :]

till then, my black roots is mad annoying.

*sighhh*

17.11.2010

2010-11-16T22:29:00.000-08:00

my another loyal companion when i was waiting for bus, friends and during lectures(okay, that was during break time) :P

i hope this clumsy mummy won't spoil you within one year :p

best gift ever from my daddy. love love :3

Lavi's 20th :)

2010-11-16T05:50:00.000-08:00

helllooooo !

last 2 weeks was hectic one .

long hours of classes, tutorials everyday ,etc etc :(

what to do, finals is coming ! not much time left, omg i feel really panic can :(

anyway, i know righttt, this is a belated post again !

Lavi's 20th birthday :)

On the day itself, we gave her a mini surprise. Thanks iko and evangeline for making it happen :)

everything went so smooth , although in between got some technical problem, still everything was okay <3

bday girl was so so so surprised :)

love her smile :)

station one after that :D

*whoops*

my fav camwhore kaki :D

thanks iko for fetching us :)

wen ning and wen jing w/ the birthday girl !

she always makes me laugh at her blurness and clumsy-ness :)

hee :P

awwwww :3

mua and birthday girl :)

her 1st attempt to act cute :P

love her :)

iko and birthday girl .

this is chloe :)

iko, theo and meeee :)

thanks eva !!! :)

your acting is real goodddddd :D

her sis and friends w/ birthday girl :)

anyway great and happening night .

this was just part 1 of her birthday :)

xoxo :]

random :)

2010-11-15T17:37:00.000-08:00

i am that clumsy and blur until,

friends labelled me as 'dumb blonde' -____-

anyway, i still love them very much :)

because i believe that, 傻人有傻福 :3

that's why i am blessed w/ lovely family and friends :)

我很笨，我很傻，但是我很快乐 =)

hometown.

2010-11-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

see you soon, my lovely hometown :)

and daddy mummy .

and my nephew,nieces .

and all my friends, familiar faces.

miss you all max .

6/11/2010.

2010-11-05T22:40:00.000-07:00

life pretty good recently, except that those lectures that almost drive me crazy.

finals in less than one month time, i am still slacking. blessme.

anyway, time management, that's the thing :) goodluck,coursemate !

the lousy me,

will be back, soon :)

i might not updating my blog frequently, but i update my twitter , 24/7 ! follow me :)

till then, have a nice day everyone ! xoxo,

:)

2010-11-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

" Sure some things may not have worked out and there have been some disappointments. But all these things helped guide you in a direction that was meant for you. Your life has purpose and significance. Try to be patient if it isn't all crystal clear just yet. For now, just know that you weren't created to fail."

i love how i found some random messages through my email :)

grant me strength,motivation and determination for my final exam !

emotional shits : shoooo shoooooo !!

hormone imbalance : shoo shoooooooooooooooooooooo !!

put a smile on your face no matter how hard it is :)

everything , SHOO SHOOOOOO !!!!!

thanks :)

2010-10-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

i will not forget every bits happened today :)

短暂的快乐也是一种快乐.

thanks.

till then, october is over and it's november now.

let's hope for a happier month, but no, finals is coming *sigh

so, let's fight :)

:)

2010-10-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

too much lies, makes me sick of it.

people say, the more you expect,the more dissapointed you are in the end.

even ice cream and sweet stuff can't cure the dissapointment.

我累了.

2010-10-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

当失望变成绝望时，

你会自然而然的麻痹掉你的听觉，视觉还有感觉。

我累了:(

today...

2010-10-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

no monday blues like what i usually had,

because it was a break ~~study week~~ for me :/

and the weather was totally good today, it rained a bit and very very breezy .

movie date w one of my fav person, watched you again.

funny movie, and those sweet scene makes me want to fall in love *sigh

but then, i was pissed off w some msgs i received just now.

life is a drama, so true. and i suck , that's all !

till then, have a nice week everyone !

this week, i expect it to be a happening one :)

and finals in one month time. FML .

there we go, mid autumn :)

2010-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

mid autumn festival , time where we gather with family for scrumptious homecook food by mummy.

but aww, we didn't have chance to celebrate it with our family for 2 years :(

thanks to them(my bff) , i can has a happy celebration :)

dinner at lowena's place. thanks to her popo ! hakka cuisine :)

and it satisfied our cravings for homecook food !

sorry, no picture taken :P

after dinner, went for a walk together with our tanglungs. yes, we re-used those tanglungs from last year :3

chuckie :)

some very very decent camwhore picture before my current hair colour :P

" I love darling! :) "

there we go :)

the vain girl :P

-_-

we super wu liao -_-

and we always believe that we can fly !

#3 good job guys !

#5 wohoo ! shortie(me) jump so high !!

#6 we are just fab like that ! :)

time for some normal picture :)

like this very much, my current wallpaper too !

i can't get it ! hahahaha :P

we can has decent picture too ! :)

the sweet couple :3

-_-;

heh :D

graduation :)

2010-10-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

a picture speaks a thousand words :)

It's kind of late for updating this , but late is better than none :)

finally, i am graduating from CAT .

how many tears i poured out for exactly 2 semesters , and now i pour out tears of joy =)

and thanks papa purposely flying from sabah just to attend my graduation :)

makeup for the day :)

jolyne, me and ke !

and gideon. the funniest indian friend i've ever met ! :)

oh, the crowd :)

congrats everyone !

thanks wai hoh for fetching me :)

*love love love max max*

finally hard work paid off :)

why my face forever won't slim down ! FMLLL

can see, my dad is not a good photographer.

but i still love him :)

the man i treasure alot alot alot !

me is papa girl :)

keli :)

mr.akbar .

love his patience damn freaking lot ! :)

picture from xiang's blog :)

credits : xiang :)

shortieeee :(

candid by jolyneee ! but i likeeee :)

jolyne and me :)

how much time spended on gym and food sacrified for this attire.

paid off paid off :)

the picture i like the most ! :3

finally ! :3

thanks daddy :)

*ily !

LOVE!

2010-10-15T09:05:00.000-07:00

credits: deviantart

咦?

怎么这世界已经没有人相爱,

怎么这世界每个人都不快乐,

怎么这世界每个人都爱别人,

不爱自己 ?

belated birthday ! :)

2010-10-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

thanks for the belated birthday celebration , dearest college babes :)

funny part was, i sing birthday song along with them when they took out the cake,

and i don't know who's birthday they are celebrating :3

thanks,and i was mad surprised :)

you guys succeeded !! <3

i can has new hair style :P

2010-10-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

new look hoping for changes in my life :)

and i love it very much !

but whoops, i did not curl my hair permanently, it's temporary <3

p.s : stop asking me about my current relationship status looking at my changes, i'm not in a relationship yet! sounds desperate, but i am just tired of explaning, haha .

:)

2010-10-07T08:32:00.000-07:00

expression failed max -_-

miss me yet ? go away if you don't :PP

me super busy with test, tutorials, gym and pan leng leng :P
hahaha ! will come back with more updatessss *promiseee*

i am graduating !

2010-10-03T10:22:00.001-07:00

finally, i am graduating from CAT .

wee, i am a diploma holder now :)

the man i love and treasure the most in my life :)

you make me feel that i am a real princess,daddy ! thanks for supporting me and never give up on me after i fallen down twice . and thanks for pampering me a lot a lot !! thanks for everything :3 thanks for the graduation present ! me likey very much ! hee , promise i will graduate ACCA within 2 years , will try my best ! :)

will update my first graduation when i got complete set of piccas from my babies :3

29/09/10

2010-09-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

请问: 有谁捡到快乐吗？

“她遗失了快乐，这物品对她来讲非常重要，若是你捡到了，请你赶快送到服务台来”

应为，她不是你想象的那么勇敢。

melaka, part 1.

2010-09-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

warning : high food porn content . don't read it with an empty stomach .

alright, if you followed my tweet, you know that i went to melaka last week right (i think) !

hehe !

basically, just food food food , and slack inside alex's room for nothing(sleep and crap). HAHA :D

..... got my favourite cendol on the day we arrived !

and... just RM 1 !!

the must eat when you go melaka- satay celup !

i damn lucky lor, cause no need to wait . we went at 1am+ , yes supper, i know !

choices of food . *nyam

breadddd !! i've been craving for bread with satay sauce for 1 year.

imagine what's my feeling when i saw bread. *ganas

i picked this, cause i don't eat beef , etc etc .

roller coaster.

2010-09-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i just realised that how weak am i .

and, roller coaster emotion sucks .

thanks best friends, you guys are always there for me when i need you all =)

and i am sorry for being so stupid and stubborn .

有没有。

2010-09-24T05:22:00.000-07:00

他，唱出了我的心声。

please don't click if you are happy now.

this song will make you emo :)

p.s: thanks alex for the recommendation =)

give me a break.

2010-09-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

i love to browse through pictures of me(and friends) during free time :)

is this called vain ? HAHAHA !

frankly speaking, i hate the freda i used to be last time.

i will try to hide if someone is digging out my old pictures and story to tell .

because i am that bossy, fat, short and have curly fringe. HAHAHA :D

let's ride on the time machine and fly back! :)

2007

2008

2009

2010

4 years.....

still the same face, but different expressions.

i won't give up in losing weight, because i found myself happier now. sometimes, i really feel unhappy, down and sick when everyone stressing me on my physical appearance . grant me motivation, grant me determination !

but why i did not grow any taller after 16 !

best friend.

2010-09-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

my new best friend =)

belated birthday post, alex tan :D

2010-09-15T01:56:00.000-07:00

enough for those sentimental post. hahaha !

finally, jogoya after 1 year ! :)

it's alex's birthday celebration btw. and we get lost while finding way to star hill.

dummies in direction ! :D

happy belated birthday alex tan :)

pretty lavinia =)

lavi and birthday boy :)

this vain girl need no introduction to you guys. *nyahaha*

theo and i :)

no , she is not lavinia, she is evangeline.

haha, lame, she is lavi's sister . they look really alike .

my camwhore kaki :D

i love my hair here !!!!!

curly curly one :) but people got super chubby face like me cannot curl .

face will definately enlarged max max T_T

so, don't ask me to change hairstyle la. straight hair is the best for me !

me me meeee ! <3

the chin sisters .

lavi and i :)

slap you max if you order sunshine egg !

*shy* wtf !

evangeline, lavi and birthday boy :)

theo, birthday boy and me .

alex look super happy. nyahaha !

us . we tease, we crap, we scold, we sing, we laugh, we talk, we dance together =)

i look like pig here *ngokz*

gaga wannabe :D

dessert ! looks nice but it suck when you taste it :D

the guy looks so sweat looking at us .

haha!

i love this max max :)

me love my hair here !! :D

lastly,

weee :)

happy belated birthday alex tan !

need you now, lady antebellum

2010-09-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now,

Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now,

And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now,

need you now - lady antebellum (click)

this song explains everything :)

emo-mo ?

2010-09-13T12:44:00.000-07:00

it was a relaxing break for me .

a week without alarm buzzing again and again, begging me to wake up on time.

a week without stress. (alright, i just remember that i have tutorials to be submitted, sigh.)

i can wake up at anytime i want, i can eat whenever i want, i can dance and sing whenever i want:)

how i wish i can go vacation alone.

i will go to the beach , together with my mp3 and camera. probably an inspiring novel too !

where i can relax my mind, enjoy breezy wind and sunlight :)

hope i can fulfil this one day , seriously !

something is bothering my mind now. at this moment .

i was pretty screwed, feeling clueless, dealing with my own emotions .

emo, it was just another type of feeling , to make you grow up. to make you think more.

but then, it's time to grow up, i am strong lil girl,so nothing can bring me down! :)

i shall make myself packed with revisions, since finals approaching soon, to make myself busy ! so that i will think lesser and lesser,lesser and finally it will go away . i hope =)

social gathering 2010.

2010-09-09T00:18:00.000-07:00

i seldom attend event organised by my college.

i never active in college, ya ya , except talking .

so this is the social gathering organised by SAC .

overall is awesome, except for the food *erk hem*

haha, joking la, SAC committee did a great job :)

*i set the wrong ISO, so many blur dots, sorry!*

the food .

me and lavinia :)

red- in a realtionship.

yellow- it's complicated.

green- single .

oh yeah, i am in the green category :D

ma and engyew :)

ke li and i .

too near lah ikram T_T

the girls :)

ended our night at MOS =)

changes =)

2010-09-03T05:05:00.001-07:00

from deviantart.

this week, i was so hard in dealing with myself. dealing with emotions. dealing with shits i caused to others. and losing my way .

and, i was that close to make a wrong decision that might cause me regret, forever.

thank God, when i am about to lost, you guided me back to the right place =)

how great that He can make minds change in just one dream , a 3 hours nap .

''face the problem no matter how complicated, how heartbroken it is.

running away is not a great choice. ''

i am a type of girl that always do things without thinking twice or thrice , in short, without thinking the consequences coming. talk without thinking . stubborn . and i am decision-less . i always do things in '3 minutes hotness' attitude .

i promise, i will change. maybe not in 1 year, 2 years or maybe i need a longer time. i aren't perfect. but i promise, i will change.

here, i sincerely apologise to those who hurt by me before . every shits i did to you all before.

action speaks louder than words, so i will prove to you all =)

自己.

2010-09-01T10:39:00.000-07:00

人最大的困難是認識自己，最容易的也是認識自己。

很多時候，我們認不清自己，只因為我們把自己放在了一個錯誤的位置，給了自己一個錯覺。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕從一開始就走錯了方向。

xoxo;

always on my mind =3

2010-08-27T16:09:00.001-07:00

no matter how many friends i meet here, trust me, you are always my BFF - haowzer <3

awwwww ! i will remember this till the day we finally meet ! :D

we miss you alot here, dear baby haow =)

in case, readers did not know what video i mentioned in last post , here's the link !

Video 1 - for haow zer farewell :(

Video 2- by them (theo,lavi,alex,lowena) for my birthday :)

Video 3- by baby haow for my birthday too ! =)

feel free to click and feel the sweetness from them ! =3

awesome 20th :)

2010-08-25T11:44:00.001-07:00

my 20th birthday, an early celebration . and the hottest birthday i've ever had !

celebrated at I-City. and it was maddd hotttt !

luckily i wad cardigan-less :D

and went for steamboat with heavy makeup, and my first time yo !

break record. we used to take 100 pictures in one outing, but due to hotness, it reduced T_T

and angle failed me that night ! *sobs*

i smile until see teeth cannot see eyes :D

lowena :)

lavinia :)

alex tan :)

theo :)

and thomas :)

i love the bag, because can sling yo :D

i-city, shooooo nice !

i must come with my boyfriend next time <3

thankiu everyoneeeeee <3

can you feel the hotness ? :D

my 20th birthday is awesome :)

thanks for the video surprise baby ! the effort from it, i know how important am i in your heart ! i feel the love ! 'true colours' & 'kau terlalu istimewa' =)

to theo, thanks for the preparation. i know how many effort you've put in . thanks for sacrifying your beauty sleep for the video =)

to lavinia, hey dear, thank you very much ! i know how much you used to hate singing, but i can hear that you are really trying hard ! i am touched :)

to lowena, thanks baby ! thanks for lending your place for the MV :P thanks for coming to my birthday because at first you can't make it right ? :)

to alex , hey yo hey yo ! awesome voice . and you really make me laughed non stop on the flower part and , 'xu yao ma' part :P thankiu !

to baby haow, awwww. i am so touched because you specially recorded a video for me although you purposely showed me you BB *sigh* ! love you !! =)

I LOVE YOU GUYS ! <3

see, i have sweet friends, please don't jealous ! :P

awesome 20th birthday ! triple celebration, definately the best ! :)

and hottest birthday too :)

it's unique !

2010-08-23T12:19:00.000-07:00

the earth might continue to turn, the clock might continue to tick , the world might continue to change,

....second by second, minutes by minutes, day by day, month by month, years by years.

but,i believe that memories will never fade .

nothing ever changes our friendship, even by distance and time :)

bonding between us can never be explained by words, it's unique !

it's a gift :)

i do hope that we will still continue to bluff, talk and laugh like what we used to be now, after we leave our college/uni life ,or even after we have our own family =)

high school , i miss you although i hate the uniform =)

thanks.

before sending haow..

2010-08-23T00:04:00.000-07:00

this is the last outing with haow before he fly to USA .

we've been utilising malaysia's public transport wisely this month.

they are so cool =)

anyway, we went to dinner with haow at pavillion . together with his parents =)

and of course, tonnes of pictures taken too !

*i'm bringing sexy back, yeah*

the best place to camwhore.

nice lighting and settings ! =)

super love my eye makeup that day !

and of course, everyone looks good that day ! =)

candid. hahaha !

thanks theo ! love this ;)

lowena, hm. sorry, she is taken !

theo.

he splited root beer in lowena's shopping bag.

love this max.

thankiu theo theo !

*fish mouth*

bubble gummmmm ! *poopppp

stylish. haha !

both of them looking good that day ! =)

*smize!

love this !

nice angle, me love !

high fashion *wink*

that's how we spend out time while waiting haow's arrival =)

dinner with haow and his parents at ying ker lou =)

thanks for the treat uncle auntie =)

miss your 38-ness haow !

*chub chub

they are the 2nd best gift in my life =)

1st best give ? my parents la ! :D

awwww.

octy finger group :)

i miss this :(

the next day, we went to send haow off .

and, we missed the chance to send him off from departure hall T_T

jai jian ! :(

that's how we take picture with him !

puffy eyes, i can go die now.

bye bye haow haow !

praise .

2010-08-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

result is out. and thank god , i passed =)

for those who passed, congrats ! hard work paid off , finally =)

for those who didn't go through this round, never give up. because i've been going through the situation you guys going through now, for exactly 2 semester .

it maybe hard for you now for letting go this , but please, don't give up. chances is always there for you :) miracles do happen, so never give up.

the road might be hard to go, but everything paid off when you get the things you wanted so much at the end =)

i am so proud of myself !

and thanks ACCA for giving me the best birthday gift!

more challanges is waiting for me now =)

happy birthday, jolyne !

2010-08-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

should update this before others!

haha, later too overdue =P

HAPPY tweenteen BIRTHDAY JOLYNE !

it's her birthday, don't mess up with her. =P

celebrated at sushi zanmai.

ordered this because stomach still bloated

i overstuffed myself good food from jogoya yesterday.

me, birthday girl and wai hoh.

girls :)

guys :)

keli, jolyne and me !

once again, happy birthday jolyne =)

hope you love the celebration ! *wink*

p.s: camera wrong setting, sorry for the colour :(

無言以對-蔡依林

2010-08-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

你把爱作废藉口多刺耳迂回

There's nothing left to say

你沉默流泪是不是无言以对

There's nothing left to say

就算心碎就算崩溃就算难过那麽深邃

别给我安慰那只是美丽的虚伪

There's nothing left to say.

無言以對-蔡依林

here's the MV.

hope you love this song too.

can say, she improved a lot compared to last album .

love almost every song in her latest album .

19 going 20.

2010-08-19T12:21:00.000-07:00

someone is turning 20 soon !

19 going 20 , i always wondering how a 20 years old girl look like =)

now i know . hee !

started to care more about family,friends and started her journey to search for mr.right :)

of course, do her best in studies for better future ! <3

p.s : result will be released next monday. i hope i can scream :

'OMGGGG AT LAST I PASSEDDDD' !

ugh, just FML ! ACCA gimme a best present before my birthday can ?

pavillion day out.

2010-08-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

random day out at pavillion .

a fail day for me to camwhore.

smudged makeup. balloon face . *sigh

better one.

but eyes makeup failed me again !

angle failed max *run*

yesh ! finally. better one :)

theo. i love this for no reason.

nyahahaha !

my camwhore kaki-s ! *chub chub

speechless. *roll eyes*

dinner at sungei wang !

aiyaks. kena candid my tan chi face !

*shyshy*

nyam nyam !

lastly,

TALK TO THE HAND !

monorail .

2010-08-16T12:38:00.001-07:00

have you ever tried camwhoring at monorail station ?

oh well, we did it .

cause we rock like that♥

our one and only gaga , haowzer :)

theo . pelampung ?

nooo, i love you as much as i love haow zer :)

lavinia. my forever sweet friend =)

mine, yesh . i cheated. this one is taken last sunday. hee =P

will you camwhore shamelessly in front of the waiting area ?

haha, we will ! *wink*

they are irreplaceable =)

distance is not an issue for strong friendship, what matter is, the heart =)

goodbye is hard to say when it was spoked to someone you care, you love , haowzer. i miss you a lot here :(

haow haow is leaving :(

2010-08-14T11:40:00.001-07:00

*sorry for the resolution of the picture

haowzer , he is leaving to USA T_T

i still remember when i meet this boy during form 1, the first impression of him to me is, he is those very hiao guy . cause he always with this handkerchief without fail and , wtf he using mashimaro's product. and he is botak that time, so imagine -_-

anyway, we are not that close during form 1-3 . we only start to get close during form 4 :)

hee, if i was to list out all those things happened during that period, that will be very time consuming! hahaha . i still remember how much you used to hate me *hmph* ! ;P

and, i won't forget the crying part of you during form4! and the part where we scolded by Ganesan! haha!

baby haow haow, thanks for all those sweet sour bitter tasteless memories you created in my life . thanks for being part of my life .thanks for teaching me so much about how to become a better person. thanks for making me dulan,sometimes . thanks for everything. thank you for being my best friend. ah, thanks for bringing me to zumbaaaa, i will continue zum until i reach size 5 ! :)

and thanks for introducing 'Shanghai' the movie to me. hehe.

good luck for you future undertakings baby haow ! hope you won't forget me :(

and i know you will study and party hard in USA . *throwing cardigans*

all the best bitch. i hope you will still remain the same when you are back . remain bitchy, still speak cantonese with me . i don't speak english with close friends, hehe !

ah, i still can't accept the fact that you are leaving. i hate saying goodbye, especially to bff !

i hate you for making me cried !

just for you :(

p.s : and hope you love the video !

and watch it when you missed us :(

single life, more fun?

2010-08-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

'single life have more fun'

bought it at Times Square for RM25.

love statement tee .

and now you know why i still remain single . HAHA!

they say this shirt is a curse for me .

i will never find a bf if i don't burn this tee . wtf ?

love the way you lie.

2010-08-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

love the way you lie ♥♥

we love roller coaster .

2010-08-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

last post from genting <3

on the next day, wake up at 8am .

okay, at first i planned to wake up at 7am, to make up . but failed max.

poor lavinia kena our trap . once she wake up, she cannot sleep back. nyahaha .

after breakfast, it's theme park time :)

theme park . and i no longer a roller coaster virgin . FML T_T

and most of them acted so shy don't want to bring camera ,

but i insisted to do so . and , i became the camera girl . sigh sigh !

mist mist mist !

Go Kart. everyone so reluctant to play .

make me so moodless ! * big sigh .

double decker !

so fat ! so fat ! *run and hide*

and it rained half way .

those mist . omg !

yes, i was wearing a piece of super thin cardigan .

FML i forget to bring my jacket !

my future *sobs

LOL lame ! damn misty until can barely see the road !

at bumper boat !

alex's 'V' pose, like the very first time he pose this :D

Gaga at genting, wtf ?! :)

heartless trios .

my boat was spinning round and round.

and they want me to take picture of them :(

i swear i will never ride this AGAIN ! FMLLLL !

they never get to ride this due to the weather.

too bad !

everyone was so damn silent otw back to the city .

no singing, camwhore like what we did otw to genting.

all of us busy snoring inside the bus :D

hee !

i believe we can fly :D

2010-08-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

*i am sorry to take around 2 weeks to update this post T_T

where should i start !

...oh ya, we walked around after dinner for ~~camwhore~~ digestion .

finally, a nice spot. the cockscrew place .

took many ~~nice~~ jumping shot !

lavinia and me !

failed emo shot . tsk tsk .

lavi ! sigh sigh .

*tummy sucked hard*

failed max .

ready to fly !

yeaaaahooooo !

i super love my jump here. this is the most perfect jump shot i've ever took !

i can never took nice jump shot - i was fat and short T_T

nice jump, theo !

lavi insisted for another jump shot *breathe in and out

and alex joined us .

us .

shooo tired after jumping like a monkey .

chilled at hotel before movie at 11pm

and took some really damn vain pictures which i won't post it up here.

hehe, just to tell you guys what we did in the room, potong steam? no? :P

movie ! *triple tap*

cheeze, how can i resist louis koo's hot body and handsome look ?

i wished that he could show his hot body, but too bad, he didn't T_T

and someone claimed that he actually looked like Daniel Wu , i was like wtf ?

theo and i looked back. and he was damn paiseh .

fredada(me la) with zero makeup !

and i feel so comfortable with spectacles, yay :D

contact lens can go die, so dry when meet with Genting's weather.

i was suffering with dry eyes for the whole day ! T_T

hot chocolate with omgsodamnfat whipped cream .

hot drink+cool weather, yes i like it !

theo and i !

starbucks again.

no wonder i am broke last month and semi broke this month and fully broke next month .

i need a part time job !

till then, theme park on the next post !

randomly.

2010-08-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

sorry for neglecting my blog again.

busy dealing with medicines recently. visited doctor because of 38 degree fever and he thought i purposely cheat for MC(wtf?) . and i was that close to be friend with H1N1 .

i personally think that i am labelled as annoying by others because keep on coughing and sneezing wherever i go. and it is not advisable to fall sick during exam period. it sucks . you will never have the thought of finishing your paper . what appears on your mind is, "when can i leave the hall ? "

till then, i am going to resit my tax paper tomorrow. wtf ?

MTV WORLD STAGE :D

2010-08-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

credits : * all pictures are from MTV world stage official website .

so yes ! me and my bunch of friends went to MTV World Stage last saturday :)

that was a real waste for not bringing camera in !

we thought no camera were allowed, but we saw people holding DSLR ! FOL !

that night was a blast ! katy perry and wonder girls , you guys rocks my night !

tokio hotel and bunkface performed well too, but too bad, i am not familiar with their songs, so feel a bit ~~bored~~ hehe .

and FOL it's raining when we otw to the queue !

nice blowed fringe, bye ! makeup, bye! dry clothes and pants, bye !

and we run to 7-Eleven to buy raincoat ! hahaha !

damn those who potong line. damnyoulonglongtime!BOOOO !

it's worth although i was all wet and looked like a mess.

overall MTV World Stage was awesome, cut those waiting part ,'cheating' part and the rain . FTL . too much delay in between, seriously. but afterall, when you saw your fav singers, those waiting is worth :)

the crowd was actually more crowded than what you've see in this picture :)

us ! in raincoat :)

we are so cool !

*fyi, this photo taken by lavi's BB, not World Stage, haha*

the first one who performed- BunkFace .

sorry idk what songs they sang :(

next one, WONDER GIRLS,*SCREAM* ! :D

they sang 2 new songs , Tell Me, So Hot, 2 Different Tears and NOBODY !

sang nobody with their golden blinky dress. omg i can't believe that i saw them perform nobody LIVE ! :D but they made us wait for almost 45mins ! worth la okay !

and the way they speak was so cute ! :)

the fireworks was super nice !

and me, theo heard someone say ' i hate wonder girls' , why la :'(

AWWWWWW !

tell me tell me ~~

then, Tokio Hotel .

crowd went mad because of them . but too bad,i feel bored because idk their songs. hehe !

i am impressed with their lead singer's live performance ! awesome !

last one, KATY PERRY *SCREAMMMM* !

she sang California Gurls, Hot & Cold, I kissed a Girl,Waking Up In Vegas, Teenage Dream, Peacock(NEW RELEASE), Thinking Of You and another new song-i want my colours, something like that.

the crowd went so wild and high ! she's a good performer! 45mins waiting is worth !

she was so touched when the crowd singed 'thinking of you' together with her.

can see, she almost cried !

cute max. love her eyes !

cute ballerina outfit :)

why don't she show some skin for us ? she have nice body figure !

lavi was so dissapointed. hahaha !

AWWW :D

too bad, missed the last performance by wonder girls.

we don't want to get cheated again by them !

delay delay and delay . FTL .

p.s : and this is my first concert! standing under the rain for hours, this makes it a very special and memorable one! :P

and how i wish girl's generation will perform here next year :D

picture credits : MTV World Stage website .

genting: overdosage of bean and starbucks.

2010-07-29T10:06:00.000-07:00

chilled at coffee bean .

ordered my fav chocolate banana .

i actually regreted, should have ordered hot drinks !

imagine, breezy wind+ice blended drinks .

love the natural lighting there. and time to camwhore again :D

smudged makeup . sigh sigh.

and big face . tsk tsk .

me, lavi and alex.

me and theo.

love this :)

*shy shy*

my bad angle . tsk tsk.

*camwhore kakis*

i look so thin here :D

sunset shot. i love this !

dinner - over-priced chicken rice :D

more to come after this :)

hello.

2010-07-29T09:54:00.000-07:00

hello all love one, i disappear again, like again *lame*

have been super busy recently.

test coming next week . i'm going to screw it btw , seriously .

go for my first interview today, but i think it's okay cause i did not speak too much like usual.

i still haven't receive calls from the agent, so expected will fail ! :)

anyway, that's a great experience!

no regrets although i see money coming to me and then they U-turn back !

p.s: sorry dad, i cannot buy you stuff with my salary like what i promised you! and hahaha you get so excited . no doubt, my dad is super cute :D

i will try hard to look for another job! well , i am 20 :)

and will back with more updates , alright, i still owe my blog a genting post !

and i dyed my hair ! gonna see it after 1 week. wait la, getting lighter !

super broke. munch on bread for the whole month!

genting: lunch time.

2010-07-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

Lunch at Xian Ding Wei,1 Utama before 2.30pm bus .

oh we are going to Genting ! hahaha .

my abalone mushroom set .

and i sacrified the whole bowl of pork sauce rice .

oh rice, i just can't afford those evil calories in you . sob .

theo's salad prawn . huge portion and tasted best .

can say, i stealed more than 5 prawns :P

the fried 'di gua' that the waitress strongly recommended to us .

but, tasted quite weird. but still got 3/5 .

even mile 4 pasar's one tasted better than this. guarantee !

on the way to Genting.

everyone was so hyper! we sing, we camho and we laughed .

till then, i can't afford to lose my beauty sleep !

more updates coming soon love one ! :)

I LOVE GAGA .

2010-07-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

failed pose.

was trying to act like taiwan singer with their oversized spec and cap on public.

anyway, missing moments at Genting.

miss the breezy breeze .

ashamed with all my failed angle, like FML .

was trying hard to shed off extra pounds and fats these few weeks .

* shut up if you want to say something on this. FTW

MTV WORLD STAGE ! OH YEAH :)

2010-07-19T08:07:00.001-07:00

credits : theo.

so now who is going to MTV World Stage ? - ME ME ME ME ME!

yes,please don't jealous because i got passes :)

it was so chaotic to get these passes on hand.

sacrified so much sweat for this ! but it is worth for the price :)

so Katy Perry and Wonder Girls, better perform your best that night ! :)

anyway this is my first concert ever with my bunch of besties !!

excited to max although it is 2 weeks from now :D see you guys there !

and i was thinking what to wear for that day , summer wear ? or what . omg !