05/04/2011

把头发都染回深色了，代表把从前都染走了:)

嗨，你们还好吗。

好久不见，有想念我吗？三月已过了，你们过的充实吗？

我，还是这样。

把时间统统都给浪费掉了。

而且懒惰病越来越严重。无药可救了。哈哈。

考试要到了。要加油！把自己读书的责任都做好，就不用怕别人在后面怎样说你，踩你 =)

hmmm, 没什么好写的，因为现在的我心情很不好。

不好意思，不想分享，因为我要你们开心。

就让时间把不愉快的事情都带走吧。不许哭，长大了，要学会坚强 :)

眼泪是带不走烦恼的。谢谢你们在这时候，哄我笑，关心我 :)

请记住，赢一时口角输一世感情(甜姐，only you)。

珍惜眼前人。拜！

散场的拥抱.

从前从前，有个男跟女，他们是好朋友。

他们无所不谈。什么都可以聊。

女的就渐渐爱上了那男的。男的也感觉得到。

男的在聊天的经过就会不经意的/不小心的 就给了她一点点甜甜的希望。

可能那女的自作多情吧，一直以为她有机会。

女的爱/暗恋/明恋 到很辛苦，爱的很没有方向。

最后，她宁愿伤也选择放弃他，但那感觉一直缠绕着她。

忽然有 feel 也可以忽然又没了。

她也很矛盾。究竟他要的是什么。

和他聊天，她会不经意的对着荧幕傻笑。

笑不是因为他们聊得话题有几好笑，而是和他聊天的人让她傻笑。

看他的照片，会微笑。

有时还会在睡前想想他。想起他的笑 :)

直到有一天，那女的忽然没找他。他也有点很不习惯。

一直找方法来联络她。一直问她为什么你不再找他了。

女的一直告诉自己不要心软。不可以再爱上他了。

不可以再用平常的方式和他聊天了。要对他冷一点。

告诉自己不能再为他流泪了，他根本不值得。

她爱他太深了。所以跌的太痛了。

从此以后她告诉自己，不可以再爱上错的人。

她累了，真的累了。她害怕再爱了。爱很伤。爱很痛。

她希望时间能冲淡所有的一切。

“我们还是朋友吗？是，但我们不可能再好像以前这样了。”

p.s : not referring to anyone in real life, don't relate yourself with this situation. just a random chinese post　:)

:)

too much lies, makes me sick of it.

people say, the more you expect,the more dissapointed you are in the end.

even ice cream and sweet stuff can't cure the dissapointment.

我累了.

当失望变成绝望时，

你会自然而然的麻痹掉你的听觉，视觉还有感觉。

我累了:(

roller coaster.

yesterday, i just realised that how weak am i .

and, roller coaster emotion sucks .

thanks best friends, you guys are always there for me when i need you all =)

and i am sorry for being so stupid and stubborn .

i am glad.

i am glad because mummy teached me to tolerate with others since small.
i am glad because daddy teached me not to argue with others .

i am glad because i don't care whatever critics others made on me
i am glad because i can smile no matter how hurt i am .

i am glad because i can be patient no matter how hurt is their action to me.
i am glad because i feel nothing when i'm ignored .
i am glad because i seldom show my emo face outside .

i am glad =)

sensitive week.

it's an ugly truth .

everything seems so wrong for me during sensitive week .
i call PMS as sensitive week from now onwards .

i might not care whatever you talk about me , but not during sensitive week .
i remember every bad things you do to me and every words vomitted from your mouth.
and when i angry, i really mean it .
when i silent, i really mean it . when i forced myself to smile, i really mean it .

i know i am weird .

big girl's don't cry.

they say,
the more you stretch the rubber, the more tension will it feel.
finally, rubber can't stand anymore, and it breaks .
just like that .

please forgive the rubber . it can't stand anymore .
and you should understand why the rubber choosed to break .
you should, you should . but if you don't , it's okay .

don't forget that, everything have their own limit .

anyway, big girl's don't cry .
byebye.

argh.

currently blogging at LCCT .
will be home 2 more hours ! no more homesick :)

but i still worry lah :( my result .
FML . tell me lah a way that i can forget it and enjoy my holidays till ze max !

btw, i want to diet this holiday.
perhaps my nephew can help me loh, he makes me chase him the whole house.
and he is so heavy ok >< nyahaha :D

why ACCA makes my life so miserable one ?
== no matter what , i still will enjoy my holiday lah .
enjoy 2 months of ACCA and quality of time with my classmates before kena push down again to CAT . *touch wood*

nyahaha. again, i need to sembahyang later . at my home :)
want to graduate so hard meh ? idk . fml to the max now.

ah, friends, see you guys at sandakan . gossip time, xoxo <3

p.s : will be back to Sunway at 3rd of jan ! guysss don't miss me so much yah . if miss me just sms me , no need shy shy one . teehee.

happy holiday^^