Normal ?

I realised that I can easily get pissed these days .
Seriously .
Is this normal ?

I've plenty of things on my mind to be blog.
Blog is the only place where I can share my happiness&unhappiness with others. Perhaps.
While I'm expecting comfort from others,
What I get is only . DON'T GET ATTENTION !
Dealing with emotions is only the subject I can't handle.
It's too hard .

I have millions of problems problems & problems in my head now,
Who can I find to tell it ?

Am I faking myself too much in front of people ?
In the sense of, I'm a happy person ?
Do tell me if I am .

When I'm telling something private , it meant to be private .
Please do not tell it to the world, you bitch .
I hate those kind of people.

Sometimes I feel that my existence is just a waste .
Seriously . wtf

Sorry for frequent emo post, readers .
I don't want it.
I just can't deal with my emotion .

p/s : I'm ok I guess. I won't commit suicide,no worries.