hello mayyy :)

so here comes may , a new month :)

this april....

finally i get to try ikea's daim cake(ohmygosh it's freaking awesome!), and meat balls.

damn guilty, i can't eat beef one you know! hahaha!

tried half of the meatballs after tempted by theo, not bad :D

treasured time spended with em :)

my first part time job .

it ended with drama but, still an awesome one.

i met diff people throughout my job, and honestly, i suck in promoting.

nah, need to improve ! :D

my first cheras pasar malam visit.

awesome food, awesome companions :)

but it's hot. i will just wear my fav loose top there next time :D

my first polaroid, taken at kelly's 21st bday today :)

i over wore my fav piece of jacket this month :D

fyi, it costs less than rm20, yes, less than rm20 !

have my haircut after so many months !

cut all bad things. cut cut cut !

idk why i uploaded this, but this is one of my fav top =D

till then, i hope i won't gain weight bcz it's revision month now!

let's work hard everyone :D

hello may, bye april :p

27/4/2011

you can count on me like 1,2,3 and i'll be there :)

april finally going to end soon(yay). and here's may !

exam season is here. happy revising everyone!

and expect more rants from me okay :D

revising the whole syllabus in limited time is definately stressful and not fun at all.

time become very precious now! overslept is no longer exist to me this month.

be discipline okay freda !

anyway, all the best , just foresee that you will pass all the papers and result day will be the time where all your efforts will be paid off :)

btw,

april is proven not a good month. tsk tsk .

but it's ending, so oh yeaaa :)

ey's birthday :D

it stated, 'happy birthday handsome' :)

whoops, it's not me :p

i want mine to be , 'happy birthday hottie' erm, sexy also don't mind :p

hehe, just jk btw !

haha, this is the handsome :D

happy 21st birthday limengyew !

i feel bored with those, 'happy birthday, xxx'

so i decided to wrote, happy birthday handsome instead of engyew :D

pudding fruit cake from RT Pastry.

yumm yumm and sooo yumm <3

you want a piece of it ? :3

celebrated at new york new york deli at one utama.

my big breakfast.

choose it because it is healthy :D

love the pancake. freaking yummehhh

christina's pasta.

very generous portion :)

keli's pizza .

pavan and gideon's pineapple chicken chop.

loving the wedges !

jolyne's spaghetti.

birthday boy's set. idk what it called btw.

darren's sandwiches. those veggies, yumm !

overall, the food not bad la :D

then, it's all about pictures and camwhore time eh .

i am caught anti-social again.

i can't recall what am i doing. whatsapp or tweeting. LOL

<3 <3

thanks keli. thanks for everything :)

us with birthday boy :)

take 2 :D

my girls :D

:3

me and the birthday boy.

coincidently we wore stripes that day . hahaha !

group picca !

manager was so kind to help us take sooo many group pic :3

#1

#2

#3

#4

awww <3

last but not least,

wo ai ni <3

that night, we ended with laughter at meeples, ss15.

a place for board games. hehe

i want to go again, do you guys hear meeee :ppp

the bang game which i laughed hard hardddd !

:D

happy 21st birthday again engyew !

i know it is a memorable one for you ! heee :D

17/4/2011

holla awesome people. how's april treating you all ?

awesome, not so awesome or worst ?

for me, april definately not my month la k.

month where i cried a lot, lied to myself a lot.

constant rants and emo tweets was unhealthy. i know yes, i know.

fyi, twitter is the only place i can express rants and emo shits k.

april, it started with bad thing, and it come like non stop after that. seriously, fml.

i am screwed by some friendship problems, some real life drama and my studies.

seriously, i am so lost now. i don't know what should i do, to make things right.

some lovely couples who always throw love messages at each others wall, broke up.

i was like wtf is wrong with april. so far, 5 cases. i hope no more break up cases k :(

bullshit if you trying to tell me that 'aiya, you think too much la, if you think your month real suck, then it will be suck' .

i've tried to be positive, thinking everything will be fine, but just bullshit, all bullshit. fml fml ohh fml.

i am glad that april is going to end soon. yes, 2 more weeks, everything will be fine !

i know i did make some of my friends worried. oh well, those who really care won't think that i annoyed them or what .

thanks for your concern everyone. thanks for listening to my rants, esp to alex, lavi and keli :) heart you all !

april. you totally a fool for me. let us pray for a better month after april k :)

oh well, let us start revise for finals. 7 weeks more. and i'm coming home on 4th june, wee :)

xo.

15/4/2011

想回到过去，试着抱你在怀里。。。

周杰伦的回到过去，相信没有人没听过吧。

如果你能回到过去，你会想要挽回什么呢？

如果是我，我会挽回蛮多的。时间，学业，爱情，友情。

如果能回到过去，我一定会收回我所有会伤到人的字语。

如果能回到过去，我一定会努力把我的书读好。女人吗，怎样都要有点学问的。

如果能回到过去，我一定会珍惜每个我喜欢过或者喜欢过我的人。

如果能回到过去，我一定会珍惜每分每秒，不会再把它浪费掉了。

如果能回到过去，我一定会。。。。

我真的有很多很多很多 ‘如果能回到过去’ ，很想要从来的事。

但我明白，这是不可能的。浪费掉的时间，就是浪费掉了。

错了就是错了。错过了已是错过了。哭也无补于事啊！只能后悔，但不能从来。

没关系，我们就从‘ 后悔’以及‘错了’ 学习吧！

小叮当，能借我你的时光机吗？

11/4/2011

when new year come, you always wished to be a good one.

when new month come, you will always wished it will a be a good one too.

you will always promise yourself to make things awesome, perfect .

but , if we didn't even work hard to make things perfect, awesome, how are we going to achieve it ?

people always give up when they are given some difficult problems .

they will always have this line in their mind "i can't do it" "it's impossible" "no way that i'm going to achieve that" .

god always reserve the best for us at the last place.

a little determination and confident will do the best for you!

always believe that everything happened for a reason,

and the reason is always a good one.

it might be a planning or signals from god.

just hang on there and it will come to an end .

face the problem when it comes but not to find reasons or excuses to blame or push it on/to others.

yes, it will mess a lil with your mind,emotions at first.

but at the end, it will lead and teaches you to be a stronger and better person.

yes, i admit that i am the one who always make empty promises to myself, lack of confident in achieving things(academic, relationships, friendships, etc) and i will find excuses to myself when things happened. i don't face the problem at first, i only face it when i really need to face it. i hate myself sometimes, for being undecisive.

just give me some time to change and it will be alright :)

ask for things you wanted, believe that you will get it and receive whatever results given to you.

always have faith and confident in yourself, nothing is impossible =)

today i am changing . one of my friend says this to me ; looking at you, i am away from all stresses, because you make life simple.

05/04/2011

把头发都染回深色了，代表把从前都染走了:)

嗨，你们还好吗。

好久不见，有想念我吗？三月已过了，你们过的充实吗？

我，还是这样。

把时间统统都给浪费掉了。

而且懒惰病越来越严重。无药可救了。哈哈。

考试要到了。要加油！把自己读书的责任都做好，就不用怕别人在后面怎样说你，踩你 =)

hmmm, 没什么好写的，因为现在的我心情很不好。

不好意思，不想分享，因为我要你们开心。

就让时间把不愉快的事情都带走吧。不许哭，长大了，要学会坚强 :)

眼泪是带不走烦恼的。谢谢你们在这时候，哄我笑，关心我 :)

请记住，赢一时口角输一世感情(甜姐，only you)。

珍惜眼前人。拜！