Today would be the HAPPIEST day in my 1 week holiday.

Firstly, I was damn motivated to go to library to study the bludy T5.

Suddenly, I received a phone call from Lavinia.

" Hey, Freda ! Want to join us for TROPIC THUNDER ? "

Then, of course, I agreed .

Frankly, TROPIC THUNDER was an awesome and funny movie.

Lavinia and I went to FS today.

It was really relax as Victor described in the msg he sent to me .

I tell them that, My holiday was BORING

Then all of them said, "BORING ? "

Haha.

All of us enjoyed the night.

Joy and Laughter.

Garry feels that he've been betrayed.

Timothy, Felicia and Rick went to IKEA without him .

XD

We had our dinner in Medan after that as they still have to clean the church with Sook Ching, Daniel and the rest of the member.

Timothy went home after that, he was too tired.

At first, Lavinia and I decided to went home after the dinner,

But Lavinia feels that, The Night Was Still YOUNG,

So she asked me to go to clean the church with her,

And once again, I agreed
XD

We mopped the floor, cleaned the table, washed the toilet, bla bla bla.

Cute Right ?

Garry looks cute with the mop .

Victor was instructing us how to mop the floor properly.

All of us enjoyed the cleaning process .

Funny part was,

Sook Ching thinks that I put on lipstick because my lip really look terrible red.
Haha, actually, the skin of my lips peeled off .

Then, we went to OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE

in Taipan to had our supper.

Their toast was nice, their " silk sock milk tea " was damn nice XD

The day ended with laughter with

Garry, Victor, Daniel, Sook Ching, Felicia, Lavinia and Darren.

Haha.

下雨天-南拳妈妈

Holiday was deadly boring.
The big baby was screaming : ARGH !
But well, class will be held soon,
And
I'll be cravings for holidays again.
That's me.
Always complain for no holiday


But
Now there's a week of holiday.
Says that holiday was bored.
Muahahaha.
That's me.



Hehe.

Normal human do complain right ?
According to Abraham Maslow, Needs Theory
'' Human needs can never be satisfied"
right ?
Ok,
I don't know if I've misused the theory .
XD

A smile a day, makes your life longer !

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

I've been feeling so down these days.
No class for a week.
Luckily Ms.Wong made her EDC/EFC earlier .
If not, sure I'll bored till die
Ok, seems that I'm ''jemur-nyawa"-ing
Muahaha.
XD

Severe headache and stomach ache made my Wednesday.
I didn't ate any single thing since I woke up on 10.30am until 7 pm.
I was so so surprised that I don't have any appetite to eat today.
That's not the real me.
Because, usually, I'll be craving for food when I get up from my bed.


I was thinking to revise my studies today.
But my condition doesn't allows me to do so.


What I need now was,
A hair cut , and
shop till my bank a/c drop
Can't wait for Germaine to come back !!!

Ok, Just a random post for a random day I had.
Bye (:

Skies usually will become blue after heavy rain, isn't it ?

Sorry will be the best word to apologise,

Better than giving reasons,

Sorry for making you mad, and hurt

So sorry for what we've done.

Sorry.

I do appreciate every friendship I had in my life.

Holiday was bored =)
Have to use my holiday wisely to study ! !
And watch TV too !!
And go for gym too !!
That's my holiday plan , boring right ? hehe XD

I don't want to fall in love

Just want to have a little fun

Then you came and swept me up and now I'm done, so done

Falling madly deeply I

Surprise myself enough to find

That what's become this love and now I'm done, so done

I'm done ,

Yeah.

I'm Done -PussyCat Dolls.

The news in 1.53am really beat me. Now I had to choose . To continue or to stop it ? I don't want to ruin your life by continue to fall for you .

I should stop myself before I go any further for you . I'm totally done for you . I should give up from falling for you . It's an ending for me . I was blank now. Falling in love ?

Let fate decides when it will come . I do believe that at one day in the future. I'll find mine .. so soon ? I don't know.

The paper bag where Theo and I argued for hours . XD

Victor and Felicia left the church as soon as the service ended . I was hunting for Victor for Lavinia's present .Victor sms-ed me that he's going to collect the cake with Felicia . Felicia planned a surprise party for the two birthday baby (22/10) today . Thanks Felicia for all the planning (:

The Birthday Babies .

Lavinia and CYC ( cool,young,charming)

Theo and I was hunting for the Lavinia's present in Pyramid straight after gym . We walked in the whole pyramid for almost 2 hour . At last, we bought a Donald Duck cup and a handphone string for her . At first I cheated her that was the present was for my friend. Haha, and she believed .

She was so shocked for the surprise party . She didn't expected we gave her surprise. Poor girl, I chatted with her that day on her birthday, she told me that she's not happy b'cz no cake for her . haha. Actually, Felicia did planning surprise for the girl (: And it was a Green Tea cake ! She love green tea so so so much ! haha .

This was some picture we took ! Enjoy

Victor, Me ,Vanessa, Rick, Theo, Evangeline, Lavinia and Timothy

I Heart Her (:

Heart them too (: . Although Theo always bully me XD

Evangeline and Lavinia, They are sisters ! Not TWINS !

We had our dinner in Williams after that (:

Seriously, the photo we took in Williams seems that we were clubbing . Love the flash and lighting conditions in Williams ..

P/S : My dear 6 years blanket . I'll miss you forever . You can never replace the new blanket that Papa bought for me . You'll be in my memories forever );

Happie Birthday !

Today , the real me finally was back .
I studied in the library for 7 hours !
Unbelievable right ? You better believe it !

I revised over and over again Mr.Akbar's notes.
I love it very very much . Short and the notes was easy to remember . Do some question from BPP revision today . I was stuck in incomplete record . OMG . How can I do my MOCK tmr ?

The library was jammed with people today . And, sure, it was damn pretty noisy . aih .

Wish me Mr.Lucky will follow me tomorrow, and till Saturday .

Happie Birthday to dear Lavinia .

Hope she love the present she got last night =D

That will be the best present she get for her b'day.

Blessed her with lucks and loves baby ! Muahsies =*

Falling in love with you ? Really ?

I Miss you,

Day and night,

Minutes and seconds,

Once I saw you,

Happy till lost

Was this called falling in love ?

;D

Let time decides,

Love doesn't come without fate,

Let it be.

Love ? Love ? Love?

? I don't dare to think about it.

Maybe yes or no .

Because you own your life yourself and you only have once in a life time to do something ;D

Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue .

I do believe that someday, miracles will happen in my life . Would miracle happen in my life ?

Life was Unexpected . You can't borrow from tomorrow and u can't take back from yesterday . Life doesn't have reserve on basis . Life can't control you but you can. It depends on how you played with your life.

You will experience different kind of new stuff and problems in life . Problems do made us matured . Problems do made us to understand of our life.

Being involved in a dilemma situation wasn't a bad things, as you can take this opportunity to differentiate, what is good and bad. You might think that, '' If I take this step, would it ruined everything ? " . This can made you to become more decisive .

What do I really want in my life ? I can't think it right now. I had no idea about it .

Someone asked me, did I really planned for my future ? FUTURE ? I don't dare to think about it. Planning your own life was good actually . But I'm the whatever type . Never bother what will happened because I do believe that things will turn better after that . You might think that I was naive for thinking like this .

Life without worry was incomplete ?
Sometimes, worrying can made someone to be more matured . we cnt live life without worry.. But I do believe that , everything will be alright after that =D

Like fairy tale , muahahha..

Owh, seems I'm babbling a lot. I should study now.

My friend told me that : because you own ur life yourself. and you only have once in a life time to do something . we have to be pessimistic at times. made the worst prediction is better than sitting thr...waiting for miracles to happen....no good result are awarded without hard work, no harvest made from an abandoned land....

Failing two papers of CAT for my PT2 really upset me . The most unexpected one was, I FAILED MY T4 ! I was like wtf men . I was freaking careless in the paper. The paper was fcuking easy when I redo it . Shit men . I've forgotten to add all the non-production cost for the AC and MC as well as the contribution . Ass ! What the hell I'm doing when I was sitting this paper ? I failed T5 for 39 marks . Luckily Ms.Wong was so kind to let me pass this time . I promised myself to pass this time,hopefully .

T3 and T6 was ok . I was happy and satisfied with the marks I get (:

Malaysian Studies exam will be held tomorrow . ): Hopefully I can pass . Muahaha. I don't wanna resit this paper . -_-

Wait For You by Elliott Yamin and Happily Never After by PussyCat Dolls was addicting . Keep repeating both songs these few days .

I love the lyrics represented by both of this songs. Meaningful and just nice .

Happily Never After by PussyCat Dolls reflects a girl who got dumped by her beloved . And she was strong to overcome these sadness.

" And she said

No, happily never after

That just ain for me,

Because finally, I know,

I deserve better, after all,

I'll never another teardrop fall "

Wait For You by Elliott Yamin . The lyrics really meaningful for me.
It reflects, the guy break-up with her girl, he still loved her very much, he'll still will wait for her

"Baby I will wait for you

If it's the last thing I do

So baby Iwill wait for you

Cause I don't know what else I can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it take rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do , I'll wait for you

I'll be waiting "

Love the mirror and lighting in Lowena's room !

Last night was a happy and memorable night for us . Melissa and Haow Zer was here in Sunway to visit us. It's sad to know that this will be the last gathering of us with Melissa . Melissa went back to Singapore this morning and Haow Zer went back to Inti today .

We celebrated Jeanette's as well as Haow Zer's belated birthday in Lowena's house yesterday .It was funny to see Haow Zer's reaction for the cake we bought ! Happy birthday to Wen too ! Her birthday was last night too !

We camwhored and chit chatted a lot last nite .Lavinia was too busy to join us for camwhoring moment last night . I miss the moment . I hope the moment will be repeated ! I love them ! Enjoy the picture we took last night ! Credits to crystal eye !

Haow Zer and I =D

Haow Zer's presents ! A towel with his name sewed on it and a naughty little underwear from us ! =D He loved it very much !

Muahsies !

Haow Zer was out from the theme .

Why happy moment passed so fast ? I wished I could go back to last night =( I love them a loads !

I'm dead . Surrounded by books everyday, I'm pretty sure one day, normal will become abnormal . Ah, forget about it, as I also don't know what am I trying to say .

I just feel like wanna scream out from my lungs now. I'm so fcuking stress now , fcuking pissed off with my course now (although there were great lecturers and friends) , fcuking pissed off with books now . Shit ! Fcuk everything related to studies . I'm still an empty shell on T5 . Fcuking many . Ms.Wong really thought we can read so fcuking much in such a short period of time. Ass. We still got other papers to concern. I hate paper 5, but all of them says that , You must love the subject to make u pass. I was like WTF men . Only nerds will live T5 (no offence) , would someone normal like us will love T5 ? I bet with you guys . A big NO!

Ah, I'm fcuking stress now. Damn, I should agree with Mr.Jana that we've chosen a HELL course although the future benefit(s) was so damn fcuking good . I should start to love this course . =9 Damn .

Tagged by Caren .

1. Who are you?

I am myself, no one can judge me for who I am .

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?

Two also important for me . I still managed to survive without a boyfriend but without friends , I might die -_- . For me, family comes first before this two .:)

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

Owh, when studying T5 . lol , Life was important to me. Although it's not perfect, I'm still enjoying it !

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Sometimes.

Somes says that I'll definitely a confident girl, haha, no comment(:

5. How many babies you want?

I hope to be 2 . One Handsome and one Pretty (:

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Yes, I do believe that something happened for other things.

7. What is your goal for this year?

Pass all my CAT papers . But I must be 101% hardworking ! Duh !

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

It depends. But for me, I do believe that =3

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? (List 10)

-Note this , muahahha !

Happy go lucky, tall, smart, love me more than i love him, mature, caring, not an emo type guy, humble, love himself, love to talk just like me !

10. What feeling do you love most?

The feeling of being cared and pampered for =9

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?

Love me more than I love him =D

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?

Just to remind you guys that " God will keep looking on you " . Life is like a mirror . U hate me because you jealous of me, continue for it, as I continue to enjoy every single day of my life =)

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Sure !

14. What does flying means to you?

Free . No stress .

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

Holidays and sleeps

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?

Huh ? So sorry, I don't even know who they are .

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

Charming, Happy , Love to smile, Nice , Love to take pictures (right Caren? ) hehe..

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?

Make everyone around me to be happy =)

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

Last year , my high school time ...

20. What are your fear(s)?

Failing T5 in real exam .

Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

People i tagged :

1. Valerie

2. Grace

3. Theo

4. Dinisha

5. -

6. -

7. -

8. Anyone who wished to do this .

As we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together ..

Graduation by VitaminC, reminds me about my high school memories.

In college, no one can give me such happy and memorable memories.

Thanks to them, a big hug to them , a big muaks to them as well .

I miss the moment we had during tuition . Chit Chat and QQ Ice . Cam whored, talk talk talk till non-stop . Additional tuition time we had. The last minutes SPM revision. Study together.

I miss the time we had in high school. I love the moments I had with you guys. I appreciate the laughter and jokes you guy gave me .The moment in bilik bacaan, chemistry,biology and physics lab, time after recess, gathering at the teacher's table, uncompleted homework =D ! I misssssss the time a lots ! Guys, I appreciate all the things you guys gave me . The sweet memories . The happy memories.

We had graduated for almost 1 year . All of us had go to our own path . Our own career path . Thanks to them , for still remembering me. Still keep in touch with me. Muahaha. I miss them a lot .

Memories like that was hardly to be found in college life . Bonding of relationship, perhaps , was weak. =D who knows ? Hardly to form a bunch of super close friends . Hope one day I can find it -_- ..

Friends are forever , not temporary . Remember this !

Remember to keep in touch with your buddies . !

Hahas . Thanks to Graduation by Vitamin C .

Finally get a chance to update my blog. The line in hostel these few days really like shit . lol =D

Days come and go . It's already the second day of the college. Life so far so good, no test paper have been distributed back , in fact , it seems like all lecturer still in the holiday mood . No fear this time , as I really didn't study hard . Process costing today really blurred me. I really blur today. B-L-U-R !
Hope this time my time management will be upgraded . No more worries of not enough time to study . MOCK coming 2 more weeks, real exam 2 more month , sounds still far right ? time still enough for me right ? It's a BIG NO ! I haven't reconcile my Paper 5 notes. Really fall into deep deep shit now ~ Phew !

Stop blogging about my studies. Blog about life . Study really makes everyone's life to be DULL . dum !

This post supossed to be updates ages ago . Due to the shit line here, so, I only managed to update today..

Last Saturday , after church , we followed Victor and Garry they all to eat at '' ehem ! I've forgotten the name of the restaurant " .. Well, it's located beside the well-known Kim Gary . Hahas ! At first, I ordered BBQ Pork Rice, because that was the first day of the restaurant , all was sold .. Then nvm, we ordered other things, poor Louis and Theo , all the food they ordered --- Finish ! Haha .

I orderer a Yang Zhou Fried Rice and a YinYong , not bad ~

This were some of the pictures we took that day . Enjoy ! =D

Louis , Vanessa

Lavinia , Garry

Sweet sweet ~

Friends !

Group photo

Group photo

Lavinia , me

Don't fear of failure becauce life can never be success without failure

Holiday, Holiday was over !





Aih, 3 days of holiday (excluding Saturday and Sunday ) will never be enough for me. Brother went back to Sandakan ady, I'm so so so jealous of that :'( .. My brother 3G with me some more , to show how happy they are in Sandakan . Ish !

I spend my last day of my holiday with sleeping ! The skin crisis that I had for over so many week, finally recovering, although it's not a 100 % recovered and just on the way of recovering , I'm happy enough because my skin because it's not ''over'' blushing already. haha . Skin Food's '' Water-In-Pear-Cream '' saved my over-peeled nose area. Thanks to baby Lavinia for the recommendation ! and the Nivea toner that Theo recommend for me . My skin seems not to be dehydrated already ! (:



Busy days will come over again for the next two weeks. MOCK will be held 2 weeks later . And baby , I will be well prepared on MOCK ! I hope I can do my very very best in my weakest Paper 5 this time . Phew , hope I can really did it. Positive thinking will always heads the negative thinking . Muahaha.


Just need to remind you guys,
Success will never come without hardwork .
All the best in everything you guys do .
Ganbate !