Finally the battle is over. The soldier was not really well prepared for the war, she hoped that she can survive in the last war.. haha. dun bother me, i'm just talking craps. ble

Paper 5 today was extream. I remember all the key point. but, what the ass, I've forgotten the elaboration. Just simply bull-shitted for it. haha. Hope I can get 35 marks for it-la. At least I can ask Ms.Wong not to barred me . haha.

Finish test , it's time to clean my messy room. ah. I'm wondering why my room so messy one. haha. And laundry. I've no more 'bendera' to wear. Gonna wash it later on.

Haow Zer is coming. So hehe (: Gotta see him soon. Will update soon .. Enjoy the 3 days holiday peeps! muah muaks! *=

Today was my Paper 3 and 4. It quite ok-la. At least, maybe I can pass my paper . I was totally freaked out with the Paper 3 depreciation question, in fact, I've been practising on this question last week and now I totally forgotten.. ah. Depreciation wrong, babi dia, all my things also wrong. No wonder my disposal a/c is so wierd. got balance one. bitches, don't laugh at me when u see this, I'm not an a/c freak and this is only my stupid mistake. a super stupid.

Paper 4 is still ok. In fact, I bull-shitted in the theiry question. haha. (: I was blurred by the inventory units in the question. So I just hantam it. haha..

Tommorrow was my last day and I hope that I can score ngam-ngam 40 marks for it. I just hoped to pass it. not to score it. God Bless me please.

Haow Zer is coming tmr. Stay at Lavinia's and Vanessa's house tomorrow. Boikot my books for 3 days. Stupid one, 3 more weeks will be my PT2. I must well prepared for this . Watch out bitches. Just a joke. apasal serius sangat? haha..

Ok la. Study lo. Lucks to T5 candidiates tmr (: and HIM too (:

I need rest. I need rest . I need rest right now.
The horoscope today really suits what I’m thinking now.I'm fucking low-key

right now.Spend my day relax on my bed.
I need an escape from test.
Why everyone can play while I’m still with those fucking notes now.
Think twice and thrice before you apply for this course.
It will eat up all your playing time.
Although the benefits derived from this course in the future will be the best, that’s not the way I waste my sweet teenagers life now . Opps! I’m considered as an adult now. Haha (:
Life not only with books, but also fun and laughter.
Saturday, hope you’ll come soon. sobs.

My internet connection in my room disfunctioned for 2 days. life is bored without internet. haha. I was so desperate to download Moonlight Resonance . hehe (:

Btw, today Mr.Jana's paper quite ok. At least I got my confident to pass this paper. haha. I didn't managed to balance the a/c for both question. Ah, whatever-la.. at least by December, I hope that I can balance both of the question ..

Paper 5 still holding, hehe. I also not so sure whether I managed to read all before Saturday. In fact, I'm updating my blog instead of memorising so many papers. So many English word. Studied in library today . Hope the HE do well in his coming paper. HE quite calm today and HE left the hall quite early too ('':

Thanks Ka Hang for the ride today. hehe (:

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Theo's peanut card for me, with all my nicknames, again.

I'm officially 18 now. My day was a fantastic day. No celebration but for me, I really love my b'day. haha. (: Mr.Jana's class falls onmy day. So he, together with my Group 7 and Group 8 friends, sang bday song to me 3 times. hehe. Happy lo.. hehe (:

and thanks Dinisha for the hug (:



and specially thanks to you guys that wishes me via sms, msn, frienster and face-to-face ..

For my group of besties in high school, all of them did wished me but someone missed in the bday msg in my phone. hehe. quite sad for that. but nvm, thanks for all of u ! love u guys! muaksss..!!



thanks THEO for the piglet massage stick and the peanut card you bought for me.
All those wishes u write in the peanut make me laugh many times la .. hehe.. so funny la! haha..

My Bday resolution... Just hope I can pass my exams and happy forever and find my Mr.Right although I'm not desperating for it.ahhaha. (:and don't be too naive again as what Theo and Lavinia told me haha..

Piglet was staring at the peanuts (:

Nice Choc cake!

Yummy! (:

My brother and my sister-in-law celebrated my early b'day today in KFC. haha. Sounds kiddy right? haha.. The food was extremely fattening. My 4 hours work out in California Fitness all gone. 1200 calories burned and come back a few hours later . ah . My dad just sang a b'day song to me via phone and also a b'day sms. Thanks dad! ^^

I'm not gonna celebrate my b'day tmr..): Classes till 6.30pm , Lavinia and Vanessa as well as me , buzy with our Progress Test. Haow Zer is coming next week. Hehe (: Will have more updates on that.

Me (:

With my Sister-In-Law and little niece/nephew (in stomach, haha)

My Brother .. look alike rite?

I feel chubby and tired now.

Today I'm really tired la. Till gym also din go. No wonder I feel fat now. hehe (:

I have a totally extended aftrenoon nap today. Planned to wake up at 5pm, but ended woke up on 8.30pm . I'm so tired-la this week . and I din meet Lavinia and Vanessa the 2 hot babes for almost a week.. Miss them a loads! sounds lesbian . hehe (: I missed church today too.

Theo is coming back tmr. Jealousy. Foodathon in my hometown! ah. View his blog, u guys could never eat such tasty food here!

And...

Sabah was a developed state. Its not only TREES . At least, our food is better than urs.

No toll doesn't means that our road just surrounded by trees. And we are not used to walk.
We also drive.
Please pay some respect to Sabah's people. Sabah also part of Malaysia. I'm wondering what's wrong with Sepilok also. ahh.
I'm just a bit angry of those who talks bad and no any knowledge of Sabah.

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Now , I'm thinking of Mr.Jana Banana's word now. To Quit or continue .

Despite, I'm struggling in this course.

Everyone told me to finish my CAT then make decision whether to stay still or continue to ACCA.

Or continue with a degree course. Finance and Accounting. But, I have to start from foundation year. Takes time again.

I can't afford to fail any paper of my ACCA. It really costly . 300 to 400 bucks per paper. I hope to continue my degree course in Monash University. With my English level, aih.. hehe ..

I need a long-long talk with my dad. Despite Mr. Jana told me to make a decision if u really struggle in CAT . Think of degree course. Then talk to your dad.

Ahh. Whatever-lah just do the best in my current test now. Start study lo. Bye (:

''Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love''

>>Before I Fall In Love<<

Thinking of you while listening to this song . Hope to have courage to talk with you . Hope to do so when next time I meet you. (:

I'm totally stressed with my Paper 5-- The most stupid Paper in the World for me. What the ass-la .

When I started to read, I just realised that there were so many things and name that I need to memorise.

>>Gila betul. Gila gila gila, betul betul gila ..Mati kegilaan nanti.<<

I just finished 5 out of 7 papers in these 2 days. Everyone thinks that I'm great. Wah, 2 days you can study 5 paper ah.

I also not really sure that if I can memorise all the fuckin" name and those stupid theories.

>>Abraham Maslow, Frederick Herzberg, David McClellon and John Atkinson, Victor Vroom, Edgar Schien Theories, Its a Motivation Theories. I just tries to recall what I studies 4 hours ago.. ahhhah. I know that's a bit crazy to include in my blog post. I'm not motivated when I'm studying this..

Ah . Barring paper . That's sucks. Once failled this paper. I will no longer can sit for Paper 5 exam. Yea, I'm repeating , just to remind myself to study after this. Nescafe again tonight. No wonder my face getting like kena pump by water ady. Cincai-la . Move my ass now to study. Time to be a NERD again.

Pray for my Paper 5 pleaseeeeeeeee!

Tagged by Dinisha (:

1. The nickname given by your beloved ones

DaDa,Felda,Faridah Hanim (I also don't kno how this name come )

2. You are..

Friendly,Talkative,Happy,Sometime get blurred, Loves to talk craps.

3. Someone special, what makes that individual to special in your point of view

Someone who accept me who am I. Be there for me whenever I need him/her . Makes me happy when I'm sad. Talks crap with me..

4. My favourite food

Ice-cream! (: wanna make me happy? Just feed me with unlimited ice-creams. hehe

5. Favourite colour

Black and White (the most) purple, blue...

6. Favourite song

Big Brother(Tai Korr) by Janice Vidal

7. People's attitude that makes u stress

Irritating, Sacarstic, Annoys me when I'm super duper busy ...

8. 3 things that u must have in ur handbag

Wallet( IC, Hostel ID,Driving Lisence, Money, whatever) , Handphone , mp3 ...

9. The last time u cried really badly and why?

I remember now. I cried over the phone while chit-chatting with my dad. I'm stress over this course.

10. Tag 5 of your friends

-Theo
-Valerie
-Cheryl
-Gaixi
- You?

Tag from Valerie's blog. All will be in Malay ..



7 fakta tentang saya:

1. Saya suka nyanyi dan tidur!
2. Saya suka ketawa!
3. Saya seorang yang suka belajar last minute!
4. Saya seorang perempuan.
5. Saya suka tengok lelaki handsome * yalah, aku tau aku nie gatal .. haha (: *
6. Saya suka SMS.
7. Saya suka shopping!


7 perkara yang menakutkan saya:

1. Kena barred dari C.A.T.. Jadi aku kena belajar lepas buat TAG ini..
2. Tiada duit.. $
3. Tiada kawan.
4. Sakit gigi.
5. Penyakit malas aku ini..
6. Kehilangan benda yang amat bernilai dalam hidup aku.
7. Ujian dan Peperiksaan..


7 lagu buat masa sekarang:

1. 眼泪笑了 - 劉力揚
2. 冲动 - 萧亚轩
3. Stay With Me - 蔡旻佑
4. 不藥而癒 - 郭静
5. 拍写 -劉力揚
6. Only Love - TradeMark
7. Leavin' - Jesse McCartney


7 perkara yang saya selalu sebut:

1. Damn !
2. Oh My Goodness ..
3. Cheh ?
4. Oiii!
5. Perasan!
6. Arghhh!!!
7. Abodhen?


7 perkara yang amat bernilai:

1. Aku sendiri
2. Keluarga saya
3. Kawan saya
4. Aku punya masa depan.
5. Duit.
6. Laptop aku. Tanpa nya, aku n'dak boleh tengok TVB series.
7. Rumah saya dan bilik saya..


7 kali pertama dalam hidup saya:

1. Hidup sendiri tanpa ibubapa ):
2. Belajar tanpa guru tuisyen.
3. Buat begitu banyak a/c .
4. Pergi mana-mana sahaja tanpa beritahu ibubapa.
5. Belajar begitu banyak teori di CAT
6. Sama bilik dengan orang yang tidak aku kenal.
7. Gunting rambut panjang aku. susah hati..


7 orang yang bertuah yang akan buat tag ini:

1. Siapa saja yang berminat.
2.-
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -

Credits to Crystal Eye !

I miss them a loads! I miss my high school life...

What the hell on earth the blogger today, it tooks me around 1 hour just to update my blog. Arghh!! I just finished 1/4 of my Paper 5. It takes me more than 3 hours just to memorise those stupid theories by those ancient human. Leadership, behaviour theories. ah , that sux. What to do. I gonna pass PT1 in order to go for my final which will be held on December. Who called I chosen to accept this nerdy CAT-ACCA lifestyle. I suppose to choose Pre-U course instead of CAT . ah. What the fuck. ** sorry for so many foul words **

My birthday is coming soon.

Note this readers. HaHa .. Joking-lah..

But I admit that this will be the worst birthday I ever had in my life. I'm happy to turn 18 as I can do what I want. I'm freaked out as Progress Test is the day after tomorrow of my Birthday. ah. Stress b'day. That makes me hate about my course. On my day, still have to attend lecture till 6.30pm, then go home and become a NERD again. ahh. hate this lifeless life. College life should be relaxing right? but why now I feel that I'm more stress than my high sch life?

Short break is over now. Continue the shit Paper 5 again. I hate it. I really gonna have a long long talk with my dad for not proceeding to ACCA after my CAT. That will definitely a torture to me. Hope I'll success in convincing him. I'm not the type for accounting.

Congrats to Lavinia and Vanessa that passed their final exam ! The nervous girl Lavinia even gave me the wrong e-mail address. Vanessa passed her Paper 3 and 4 with flying colours. Lavinia, don't be sad of the ''zhang dit zhang dit"marks... at least, u guys passed the killing paper !

I wanna go home! ) : Jealousy of Theo and Valerie!

Thanks for the FUN and LAUGHTER u guys bring for me. Love u ! Smuaks.

Hope and desire. Demands on this will never be enough.

• I just hoped that at this moment, I can move my ass up to study

• I just hoped that I'll be success in my life
• I just hoped I can find the right one to be placed in my life
• I just hoped that everyone around me is fine everyday
• I just hoped that my friends can forever happy
• I just hoped that I can cure my laziness lifestyle
• I just hoped that I can find a friend that I can really rely on everything
• I just hoped that I can finish my C.A.T soon
• I just hoped that my parents will be healthy
• I just hoped that bad things won't happen so frequent in my life again
• I just hoped that I can be punctual in my morning class
• I just hoped that HE can smile more frequent
• I just hoped that can be more smart in managing my finance
• I just hoped that everything around me just to be nice

I just hoped that everything I hoped here will be realised. Ok time to study. Bye (:

My room mate (an Indo) shifted to the next room of our unit today. I'm wondering who will be my next room mate. I really hoped that my next room mate wasn't a BLACK one. Yea.. I admit that I've got a bit of racist to this kind of skin coloured race. They just give me a negative and wierd perception. I admit that I scared of BLACK one.. Gotta meet Ms.Sue tmr for my next room mate race tomorrow. What kind of people also can , the most important one , they are not the BLACK one.

Okay, gotta buy modem tmr. Money goin out again. ) :

And Theo had his home-coming shopping tmr. Ok , till now, study 1st ! Bye (:

Theo and I after the roadshow.

F.I.R was promoting their concert in Sunway Pyramid main entrance yesterday.. Me, Theo, Lavinia and Vanessa waited there 1.00pm sharp. F.I.R will arrive in 1.30pm. Luckily, I ran fast, then Theo and I managed to stand on the first row but we were pushed to 2nd row after that.. Just a few steps from F.I.R .

Faye was really pretty. But they says that she's more pretty on TV and photo. Whatever, different people had their different perception. hehe. Ah Qin (the guitar guy) looks better in reality than photo. The spectacle guy, (I forgot his name) makes no difference, cause he's on the spectacles again. haha (:

F.I.R

F.I.R

The main entrance was freaking covered by their fans, and it was freaking HOT! I didn't get their autograph as u need to purchase their CD that cost RM40 in order to get their signature and to shake their hands. Lucky Theo bought their CD. hehe. I missed chance to go to the stage to participate in their games. there are so many fans there, I won't be so lucky one-la. hehe. They didn't sing that day. So dissapointed!!

Lucky skinny ass Theo ....

Lastly, they took picture with their fans for the media. I think Theo and I appeared in the picture because were attention seeker. hehe (: Gotta buy one of the magazine soon. ahahha.

This CAT is cute. Ahhha.

Haha. Just finished dinner with my brother. And today I drove in his new car way back from Pyramid to Monash Condo. Kinda nervous driving in KL.. All those f*ucking KL driver dunno how to considerate a '' P '' driver. Still new-la! Some more I can't really adapt the way of KL driver drive thier car. Just like the road are theirs, no consideration ----> no offence <------ Today I skipped M'sia Studies. Kinda bored to go for it. Assignments and presentation next month. Topic is about National Service. Paper work and presentation ''costs'' 60 %. Just do my best in the assignment. Then sure pass for M'sia Studies . hehe (:

Mr Jana's class was quite ok today. We all were speechless for his so-called funny but lame jokes. One jokes sounds like this ---->

Mr.Jana : Do u know why Sunway is called Sunway? Students : Dunno o? Why-leh? Mr.Jana : Ok, you now look 2000 metres from here to the sky. Then u can see that the sun actually shines towards Sunway. That's why it called S-U-N W-A-Y ..
(Only me burst the loudest laugh in the Lecture Theater . I dunno why I laugh like that, just because at that moment, I just feel that his jokes was awesome. ahhhaha. But I love his jokes! He rox the class! )

I missed the outings with FCC members today. So Sorry, Victor for releasing ur aeroplane. hehe.
Cause my brother suddenly gave me a call and wanted me to go out for dinner. We got family problem- kinda serious one too! to talk-lah. So, so really sorry for that. Family is more important that outings for me. hehe (:

I spotted the him today. He sit in front of me.. The cool-cool look of him makes me can't stop from peeping him * Ok. That's a stalker's behaviour* but he really attracts my attention. At first, he sit on the 2nd row counted up from my row, then dunno why he changed his place. He really can't stop me from looking at his face. Aww! *slaps myself* hehe (: I'm a good girl, interval of that, I can managed to follow today's lecture very well.. hehe..

Gotta bath now, watch drama (Moonlight Resonance! Here I Come!!!) and later study!^^

Smile Always! (=

I LOVE YOU!

Life is miserable sometimes. I also will feel lonely sometimes. Lonely . Really lonely. Although I got a bunch of lovely friends, I really need someone that I can rely on anything. I need someone to love. I need someone to care of me. I need someone to comfort me when I'm down (tought I'm not those kind of so-called emo type person). I need someone that I'll always feel happy when I saw him. I need someone to go along with me to rest of my life. I need a shoulder to rely on whenever I'm not happy and whenever I need it . I just feel like I wanna love someone right now and loved by someone. Despite all my friends some started their relationship and being on process, I feel like I also wanna have someone in my heart, I also wanna love someone. But I can't. Hardly to find someone to love this moment.

I always made my life to be busy. So that I will not have time to fall-in-love. hehe (:

Although I'm enjoying my single life now, sometimes I also need to be loved and pampered. ahhaha. Love life desire can never be fulfiled. That's why, some couple says that, "It's better to be single than to be hooked". hehe. Maybe it's true, I don't know. Being cheated twice. I've already being careful in choosing someone. Using different perception to view different people, their personality. Paper 5 pulak. ahhaha..

Gosh! Sounds I'm desperating on having someone special in my life, But I'm not desperating it-la, as I know that , L-O-V-E comes naturally.. It depends on JODOH.. Love Is Everything? I dunno ??

I'm happy to be loved, and to be pampered . Simple girl with a simple desire. Every girl also need to be loved and pampered. hehe. Hope my Mr.Right will appear soon. hehe (: but it won't happen that fast-la. Just wait and wait and wait..

When A Dog Loves A Cat !



Moonlight Resonance !
Crazy on this two TVB series currently (=

Today don't know why, I'm so happy. Coz I got enough sleep yesterday night. From 11 pm till 11 am on the next day. Hehe. Longest sleep since the start of August. Theo is going back to Sandakan. A bit envy of him. Semester break. What a good course. M-U-F-Y .. and my stupid course C-A-T.. Only got 5 Day break in October, and thanks to Hari Raya. If not, miao miao student gotta wait till December only we got our holiday.Its only after the UK test. what d.I've to wait till December only can back to my home..I MISS HOME!!!!!!!!!although I've been here for 1/2 year ady... . haix. Test is coming. Tonight gotta sleep late.

Feel like wanna skip M'sia Studies tmr-- A waste of time.. Time Is $.. But I really pity of Ms.Neeta -- M'sia Studies lecturer. She like talking to herself all the time. and the most pity her was.... the attendence. haix. Boring class.

Paper 6 lecture tmr. Meet Mr.Jana again. He's funny and just nice. He rox the boring lecture. He just nice. Group 7 and 8 loves him very much haha. But Akbar the great is better. hehe. (= * NO OFFENCE * Bad Debts and Allowance for Doubtful Debts.. Quite blur for it. But I managed to do it. I hope I can do it on my PT.. ahhaha. paper 5 still got long long way to go. Guess gotta pay more attention in Mr. Jana's class tmr. So that I can have a nice memory for it. I hate Paper5 for so ' long breath' haih..

H-O-M-E-S-I-C-K .. Miss my B-E-D so so so much..!!!! Treasure your home and parents.. Love them always!

Home Sweet Home. Nice phrase for Home. ahhhhaha..

Start study now. Bye. Ganbate ! (=

I had Dahfa Dried Fish Fillet to boost up my energy for Paper 5

Theo with his Pepsi Twist and Coffee. Me with my Dahfa Dried Fish Fillet. Theo had a Snicker Bar with him later. haha ..

Theo was trying a sexy pose. But he failed. haha.

I want to play PSP! Theo with his Maths and he's having his test tmr.

Snacks rox students world! haha..

Gotta sleep now. Today , I'm extremely late for Paper 5 class. Class at 11.15am. I went at 12.45pm. haha. I sorr-ied many times. haha. Ok la. Itz 4.15am now.. Need to sleep lo. Class at 8am tmr. Hope wont late again, cz Paper 4 was the 1st class. okay (: time to sleep. Bye.

*My laptop's keyboard loose liao ): so sad.. Gotta love my Blue Moonlight lappie from now onwards! *

Due to test this and that. I'll only update my blog after my Progress Test.. Totally stressed out with Paper 5. Feel like kinda wanna give up ady. *jk jk*

If u wanna know any of our new activity, refer to Theo's blog ---->http://scandalmongerrr.blogspot.com .. haha.. I'll update all my activities in this month one shot after my Progress Test ! haha..

Ok la, wish myself Good Luck and All The Best.. Diet plan fail again this month as Progress Test is coming so so so so soon. But I'll still spend 2 hours on California Fitness. haha. ok la. Bye Bye. C U guys! (=